I want you so badly
But you're a curse and a branding
I try to never think about
the ways that you come handy
I try to live life, do church, and remember my tithe
But letting you in will be the great sin of my life
Oh but you're just so irresistible
Like some something I can't have yet just something so attainable
I know that there's others, and I'm aware that I'm
One too
but always know that I'm better. You know it too
why do you have to tease me
Causing agony
Every time you speak my name
I give more easily
I guess that I just wished that you liked me
But not love
Because it's not in your vocabulary
I try so hard to show you how re-late-able I can be but you shut me down too easily
All I've ever wanted was your forbidden fruit
But I believe you think that I'm just too good for you.
"We're just so close" is what I know what I will hear
Though your friendship is great it's something I Will always deeply fear
I stare at you with a long pause
Hoping you'll catch on
But as a woman, I guess I expected you to play along
But no. Here we are and I'm just trying telling you
How I really feel without saying the words "I love you"
You're so cold yet I will always get warm
When I think of you... my thoughts explore
why do you have to tease me
Causing agony
Every time you speak my name
I give more easily
I guess that I just wished that you liked me
But not love
Because it's not in your vocabulary
I try so hard to show you how re-late-able I can be but you shut me down too easily
All I've ever wanted was your forbidden fruit
But I believe you think that I'm just too good for you
You have different girls always draped over you
And wear it as a man because you're it looks good on you
I wish I could strip you of everyone one of those garments
To have you vulnerable to love and have your words be a sonnet
But it's a joke. "Lol" that's exactly what you'll say
When i text you my feelings and watch you slowly walk away
Yet I'll still hear of how she's a hoe
But deep inside I'm screaming just to let you know
That I'm loyal and despite your lusts and your falls
For some reason, for you I'd risk it all
But why do you have to tease me
Causing agony
Every time you speak my name
I give more easily
I guess that I just wished that you liked me
But not love
Because it's not in your vocabulary
I try so hard to show you how re-late-able I can be but you shut me down too easily
All I've ever wanted was your forbidden fruit
But I believe you think that I'm just too good for you
