𝒸𝒽𝑜𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓈

ᎷᎩᏕᏖᏋᏒᎥᏋᏕ

Sometimes love finds you and you're not sure how to comprehend how it feels. Sometimes you don't want it, other times you want it to happen so badly you can't stand being alone.
Angie was beginning to find herself.
Slowly but surely, she was learning each and everyday that she was not human. She was something celestial.
Not only was she not human, but she was also partially curious. Unsure how to describe her feelings when it came to whom she would love.

She thought about it long and hard; liking girls, talking to girls, being around girls. With men as well. It came very natural for Angelina. Not because she had potential feelings towards females more than males, but she was a genuine good spirit. Although she never put up with any bullshit from anyone, she had good intentions. Unless she didn't like your presence/essence and/or sensed that you were disgusting inside and out, she was good. Most times.

Despite everything she had experienced and/or gone through emotionally, she was alone. Deep down she was. And it was due to not having someone by her side. It was due to not having someone to share her toxic and often puzzling world with. I mean, would you find it easy to explain to your lover that you were prescribed medication to 'cure' a 'disease' that made you turn into some form of cat woman on Xanax x100? Probably not the best way to put her other state of mind but... could you imagine explaining that to someone? I doubt it.

Being with Angie wouldn't be difficult. She is gentle with whomever she would be involved with romantically. She would call everyday or whenever she was given the chance, send flowers or letters through the mail to let whomever know she was with know she was thinking about them, be there for that special person whenever she felt the need to be around their presence. The simple little things she would do.

On her bad days, she may call quite upset about the zero  replies within the last couple minutes and/or hours, she may call in the middle of an important meeting and begin rambling about her day. Yanno, the usual things.

But never be mistaken for Angie will rarely show vulnerability towards sadness and crying. She will keep those actions bottled up tight. And if for some reason she ever lets those actions out, she will quickly stop and carry on with her tough and guarded composure.

Although Angie has been through a lot, she is a strong woman and never lets her past and/or emotions override her muse. So whenever she is romantically involved with someone, you can guarantee that the sound of their voice is the cure to any of her worries/problems.

Keep in mind though, Angelina Rowe is a mystery within herself. She is hard to decode, she is hard to compose and she is hard to walk away from. She will most likely be the first one to leave if she feels like a nuisance and/or senses tension. Though, she is also the first one to start trouble. Like I stated before, Angie is a complicated woman. Maybe one day she will find the right person who will be able to decode her, understand her and support her.