She Is Taylor

CHAPTER 2: High school Life

High school is always described as a precious and tragic life sometimes. I am currently now at Grade 11, junior year. My life at this school has just been good. I am always a very quiet student but, I don't feel shy to talk to the teacher. I don't have any friends and I felt like I don't need one too. I was just comfortable being alone all day. Even though this life could be a total boredom, I am just very good being alone... No TORTURES, No SADNESS and I can enjoy my rapture myself all alone.

But, my boredom totally CHANGED when she came...YES, she is MELISSA, Melissa Grey. She is a transfer student from Chancellorsville High School. She decided to sit next to me when she found an empty seat next to me. She greeted me hello and I greeted her back. We were communicating each other and we both became close. As we become closer and closer, we became best friends. I had no crush on her because, I thought her as a sister. One day, I told her about my sexual orientation when we were having lunch together. She reacted the best way that made me feel happy. I thought as a sibling because I am an only child in my family. I wished always to have someone as a sibling who could listen to my problems and entertain me. I just thought that GOD has made my wish come true. We always brought lunch for each other. Sometimes my mom would pack her favourite food, Mac N Cheese or Nachos for both of us. We often fight but, we always get together very easily. But, the HEAVEN we were experiencing turned into HELL.

I was always noticing that Lisa was experiencing a massive hair fall. I asked about this to her but;she told that it is just a normal hair fall. I trusted her words and just remained calm until the volcano erupted.....She wasn't experiencing a small hair fall. It was a massive hair loss that made her hair total bald. I was asking again and again and at the end she spilled out the truth. She had CANCER. She was going through the chemotherapy treatment and it made her head bald. I cried till my eyes become swollen. There is only TWO things that I was determined to do. Make her HAPPY and have FAITH on GOD. I can't even take it if I lost my sister forever. I prayed every day that she would survive. I started to have more FAITH on GOD. But, actually the doctor said she would only live for some months. Lisa's mother cried so hard to us. What can I say? This is LIFE. When it is time to go you have to go.

I was just hanging out with Lisa every time. I just don't want to make her feel lonely. My mom packed her extra lunch every day. As her time was getting closer and closer, I was getting much more frustrated and depressed. I don't wish to get nostalgic emotions one more time in my life. She was very happy to enjoy her last months with me. I was happy too. But, it was just outside....I was actually dying inside. Only the smile and joy on her face made me experience some merriment. I just wanted to make her smile every second. I wanted to be the one who cherish her every time. As her time to heaven gets closer and closer, she became weaker and weaker; she experienced a massive weight loss and muscle thinning. My heart can't stand the heart breaking symptoms she experienced. My heart became weaker and weaker as she became weaker and weaker. "On 17th August 2018, on 2:36am, Melissa Grey, Aged 16 passed away from cancer." The doctors said. As I heard the sorrowful words, I can't make my heart stone anymore. My heart made of glass exploded into pieces. I just can't take it. It was very NOSTALGIC. I had a very hard time without her. I was just pretending that she was beside me every time. The memories with her killed me so hard. My heart was stabbing itself every time when I think about her. MELISSA GREY. She had a whole beautiful melody on her name. I guess TAYLOR TYSON have to continue her life alone again. Sometimes it is just my fate to be an alone walker. YEP, this is 'LIFE'.