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Renjun

It didn't take me long to realize I had feelings for Nana.

Na Jaemin. I fell in love with him after we got so close behind camera.

We would spend our nights together in one of our rooms and talk about random things. Things that mattered, things about us and things about our future I guess. He teases me a lot and I would always react by playfully punching him or even show up a moody face.

I've always stood ignorant on the fact where Nana would pay attention to everything to what I say, on how I explain things or even practice when I dance. He would always look in my direction and check on me if I was doing okay or not.

I fell in love with every bit of attention he had been giving me. He would get caught staring at me during our Vlives and I would tend to replay most of it in my phone. The thought of Nana giving me a kiss made me blush to my ears. Wishing he would try to kiss me more other than Jisung or Jeno.

I sighed to myself as I recalled what happened to us, 3 nights ago.

I kissed Nana.

I FUCKING KISSED NANA.

Our kiss still lingers on my lips. I could recall every part of where our lips touched, how sweet Nana tasted in between. I even sucked his lips!

And the best part? He kissed me back!

Nana kissed me back hard. I rolled on my bed and blushed madly knowing that no one would see me do this, getting all flustered over a damn kiss. My fantasizing was then interrupted my a small knock on my door. I hurriedly got up and saw Winwin Hyung as I opened it.

"Renjunnie, me and Kun gé are here to cook dinner for you guys!" He instantly hugged me from the moment he sees me.

"Don't you mean Kun Hyung will be the one doing most of the cooking?" I dissed him and smirked.

"That, and I brought some ice cream for dessert"
Winwin Hyung smiled.

"Ahhhh thanks hyung, but I don't think I'll be eating dinner together with you guys" My voice faded a little as I replied.

Its really going to be awkward seeing Nana on the same table and I haven't even approached him from  after what I did to him that night.

"Is something wrong?" Winwin hyung gave me a concerned look. I dragged him in my room and closed the door. Winwin Hyung is like an older brother to me, so I ended up telling him what happened between me and Jaemin.

"So you can't eat with the rest of the dreamies because you kissed nana?" He carefully replied as he processed my wholesome explanation. I silently lowered my head down and blushed. I didn't expect him to ruffle my hair, as a sign that he completely understands." If you want Injun, I'll accompany you, lets eat dinner once they're done. But you have to help me clean up afterwards though."

"Hyung--- what will I do without you" I happily gave winwin hyung a strong hug and let him stay in my room for a while before Chenle knocked on my door and called us for dinner. Winwin hyung was nice enough to give an excuse why we're not eating together with them.

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Once they were done, me and Winwin hyung settled ourselves and prepared dinner. We sat next to each other on the dining table and ate.

"I'm really sorry for making eat late with me hyung".

"Injun it's fine, I really understand... But you still need to talk to Jaemin sooner or later right?"

He gave me a puzzled look as he kept eating at the same time. I just nodded my head and kept quiet, analyzing what I should say if ever Jaemin and I do get to talk.

It didn't take long for us to finish eating our food and dig into desserts. Winwin hyung seemed satisfied enough because he was finally able to eat the ice-cream that he bought.

Later on that late evening, every body decided to get some shut eye. The two hyungs decided to sleep at the guest room while we stayed in our respective ones. I quietly went out of my room and headed to the fridge to grab a cold bottle of water. It was around 12am I guess, the whole unit was dark and I was alone.

Well that's what I thought as I saw a familiar figure slowly approached.

[Hello baby dreamies. I've actually finished 2 parts of my story but its my pc. 😢

Kinda lazy to open it and I would honestly love to post the latest 2.😅 Maybe after new years or so. Its short but I do hope you love the latest update]