You messed up, so badly
And now you hate yourself,
Like always
The culpability kicks in
And you wonder
What is wrong with you
Why would you do something like that
To make yourself feel worse
You regret,
You wish you could go back in time
You wish you weren't so fragile
You wish you were strong
You want to change
To be a better person
To love yourself
But you messed up
And you feel horrible
You think you are a monster
That will always look the same
You want to quit everything
You want to stop
All these efforts
If at the end you feel so bad
If at the end you destroy
All your achievements
You want to give up
But, you won't.
Don't give up
Hold tight
And breathe
It's okay to mess up
It happens to everyone
It's okay
You will start tomorrow morning
And continue to pursue your efforts
And push, harder than ever before
You will go back on plan
And everything will be okay
You have come so far
You can't stop now
You are so strong
So, don't feel that way
Don't hate yourself more
I promise,
It's going to be okay
