Mental (a Princeton Story)

I Think Its Time

(Willow's P.O.V.)

2 weeks later.......

I haven't spoke to Princeton in 2 weeks. Knowing that he was the one that killed my brother I can't face him. When my mom told me the police showed up to my door and told me that he was murdered I couldn't take it. I didn't even show up to the court date because it hurt so much. I have been talking to Sabrina though. I stole Princeton's cellphone when he was sleep on the couch. She says that the plan is going to start really soon. She just has to get some last minute arrangements set up. I hope she gets this plan set up by the end of next week because I can't take it anymore. Everyday Princeton comes in the room and tries to speak to me but I just shake my head in agreement. I just can't face him right now and I don't think I ever will.

(Princeton's P.O.V)

Willow has not talked to me in 2 weeks. I'm starting to regret that I killed her brother. When I killed Ray I didn't feel no ounce of guilt. Now I regret it. I have to explain why I did it even though she'll just hate me more. I went up stairs and knocked on her door. The door opened and I walked in and she sat back on her bed.

"Um I decide to tell you why I umm murdered your brother" She turned off the tv and looked at me with all her attention. I sat on the edge of her bed.

"Well the story is that it was my girlfriend Kiesha and I 4 month anniversary. I really loved her with all my heart. She was truly my first love. I went to her house to surprise her with flowers and chocolate. I knocked on her door about 3 times but she didn't answer. The door was unlocked and that was strange so I walked in and I heard noises up the stairs so I followed and I walked into her room and found her having sex with your brother. When I seen that my heart shattered into millions of pieces. I felt like I was used for her own personal bank. I felt enraged and broken at the same time. I wanted revenge on both Kiesha and Ray so I killed them both. Ray's mom just got in the way. When I killed them I didn't feel an ounce of guilt but now I feel terrible for my actions and I'm truly sorry Willow. I just want you to forgive me and talk to me right now. Please" Willow just looked at me with tears in her eyes. She seemed more upset this time then when she found out I killed him.

"So you killed my brother because your girlfriend was being a hoe"

"You don't understand I loved--"

"You killed my brother because of your hoe of a girlfriend? Do you know how petty that is. You killed that girl and my brother because you got your heart broken. Alot of people get there hearts broken but you don't see them killing people. That's just petty as fuck to be honest. You wasted almost half of your life in a mental hospital because you couldn't get over the fact that your girlfriend was no good. You could have moved on with life but no you just had to get revenge, right?" I had nothing to say. I was just thinking about what she said. She was right. It was petty to kill over a broken heart. I did waste my life in a mental institute just so I can have revenge. I killed 3 innocent people over a broken heart.

"Your right. Now that I think about it. Everything that I did was petty and didn't have to happen. I've broken families apart and I took innocent people's lives away." I didn't know that I had tears coming down my face. Now that I think about it I was never a cold hearted person. I was always the sweet kid. I would cry if a kitten died.

"I am so sorry Willow. Just forgive me please. Just please forgive me. Im so sorry." I was crying full out tears now. Willow came over and gave me a hug.

"It's alright Princeton. I am willing to help you out with your problems but you have to take me back." I sat there for a minute. I need to make everything right. So taking her back would be a start.

I sniffed.

"Ok"

"And you have to turn yourself in" Thats where I froze up at. What if they gave me the death penalty. Wait they don't do that anymore. But I'm still scared.

"That's the part where I help you at. I won't say all the things you did. I'll say that you need conciling instead of jail time. I'll make sure they will take care of you. I will even be there sometimes for your sessions"

"Promise" I asked her.

"I promise"

"So are you going to take me back"

"Yeah" She suddenly got happy. She kissed me on the cheek and said thank you over and over. I laughed at her happiness. She's just like a little kid. I went to go pack my stuff. I think it's time for a change.