fanfiction | taegguk

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐱*

[Jeongguk's P.O.V.]

Jeongguk wakes up an hour later with two things pressed against him. The first being the arm of the couch against his head he and Taehyung fell asleep on, and the second, being Taehyung.

And his little friend.

Who seemed to be having a little too much fun.

Jeongguk felt his throat go dry when he felt Taehyung grind his hips against his thigh, eliciting a moan from the sleeping older. Their positions were completely against Jeongguk's favor of escape, for he was pressed against the back cushions of the couch with Taehyung pressed entirely against his front with Jeongguk's thigh between his legs and his arms wrapped tightly around Jeongguk's waist.

Jeongguk bites his lip, slightly panicked, and all drowsiness leaving his mind. What do I do? He's still asleep!

Tentatively, Jeongguk tries to shift his position, attempting to slide out of Taehyungs hold, but accidentally pushing his leg into Taehyung's cock. A loud groan comes out of the older's lips, making blood begin to flow to Jeongguk's own groin. Fuck.

At this point, Taehyung was really going at it, his hips moving without stop to create friction while small moans were pouring out of his parted lips.

Jeongguk's face was cherry-red as he just laid there, not knowing what to do while Taehyung rode his thigh during whatever dream he was having.

"Mm- J-Jeongguk..." Taehyung mumbled, his fingers clenching in the fabric of Jeongguk's sweatshirt tightly. Jeongguk's eyes widened with shock. He's dreaming about me? The thought sent butterflies through Jeongguk's stomach.

Jeongguk decided he had to wake the older up, for fear of being caught whenever the other members got back, which would put them both and Jimin in trouble, and simply because his heart couldn't take anymore.

Awkwardly, he begins to shake the older's shoulders roughly. "Taehyung! Taehyung wake up!" He hissed, trying his best for his voice to sound stable.

After a few harsh shakes, the noises coming from Taehyung stop, and his hips stop moving, thank god, and his eyes slowly begin to flutter open. Jeongguk feels relief fill his body.

For a second, Jeongguk just stares into the older's eyes, filled with sleep and lust before he's suddenly on his back with his hands pinned above his head, Taehyung hovering over him.

The ravenette lets out a squeak of surprise at the action, which is cut off by Taehyung slamming their lips together feverishly. Jeongguk whines against the bruising force of the older's lips, his wrists struggling under Taehyung's hands.

"Jeongguk..." Taehyung groans, taking the younger's lower lip between his teeth and tugging gently, making Jeongguk whimper.

With his free hand, Taehyung slides his way down Jeongguk's stomach, reveling in the sigh that escapes the younger's lips, making his way to Jeongguk's groin, where he begins to palm his growing erection.

"Ah- Tae..." Jeongguk gasps, his thighs pressing together with the sudden action. Taehyung slips his knee between Jeongguk's two legs to separate them and continues his actions.

Taehyung slips his tongue into Jeongguk's mouth, making Jeongguk sigh in pleasure, but there's a nagging feeling in the back of Jeongguk's mind, making his stomach turn for all the wrong reasons.

This doesn't feel right, Jeongguk's mind says, he's just horny, Jeongguk. "T-Tae, s-stop..."

Taehyung hums, bringing his lips to Jeongguk's neck and pressing soft kisses down the pale skin, still pressing against Jeongguk's now hard cock.

"Tae, s-stop." Jeongguk repeats, his voice a little stronger, as he felt Taehyung go still, pulling his lips away from Jeongguk's neck.

"Jeongguk? What's wrong?" Taehyung asks, his voice hoarse with sleep and desire, and his face filled with confusion. Not understanding, he brings his lips to the younger's once again, only to be met with his cheek.

Jeongguk felt a pain in his chest, he didn't know why he was feeling this way all of a sudden, but he wanted to be away from Taehyung. Far away. He felt like he was going to cry.

Roughly, he breaks out of Taehyung's grasp and pushes the older off of him, so that now he was sitting up and Taehyung was thrown back onto his elbows, looking bewildered.

"Ggukie, w-what's wrong? Don't you want-"

"No, Taehyung. I do not want you to fuck me." Jeongguk snaps, his expression hurt as he watched Taehyung flinch at his tone.

"W-what's wrong with you? You were fine with it yesterday?" Taehyung asks, keeping his voice calm as to not upset the younger anymore.

"Yeah, well that was yesterday. When I was just glad that you were even touching me." Jeongguk replies, not making eye contact with Taehyung.

The pain in Jeongguk's chest grew, he didn't want to hurt Taehyung. Deep down, he knows that Taehyung is probably really confused with the sudden outburst, as everything was fine yesterday, but Jeongguk didn't want to be used by his crush. His feelings were fueling his pain, and causing him to take it too far, but he couldn't care less at the moment.

"Taehyung, I like you." He confesses again, watching a small blush spread over Taehyung's cheeks. "You know that, and you're taking advantage of me. For sex." Jeongguk says, his voice taking on a vicious snarl.

Taehyung just stared at the ravenette, his honey-brown eyes the size of saucers, not knowing what to say.

Jeongguk just snorts, standing abruptly while staring down at the male that was now shifting on the cushion so he could continue to look at Jeongguk.

Jeongguk waits for a few moments, staring directly into Taehyung's eyes while the older stares back, not saying anything.

Jeongguk's eyes began to sting with tears. Say something. Anything to prove me wrong, please.

But no words came out of Taehyung's mouth. He just continued to look up at the younger with an unreadable expression. Jeongguk offers him a tight smile before walking away with an, "okay".

Jeongguk basically runs to his room, slamming the door behind him before he launches onto his bed, letting the tears fall freely from his eyes.

Why did you believe he liked you back? Why did you let him fuck you? Why did you sleep with him? Why did you tell him you liked him? Why did you like him in the first place? You knew this would happen.

Jeongguk gripped his pillow tightly, sobbing into it. He knew Taehyung wouldn't like him back, but it still hurt like a bitch, and now he has both Taehyung and Jimin dragged into the matter.

He was rejected.

The ravenette sniffled, trying to contain his tears and snot, as he slowly realized everything on his bed smelt like Taehyung. Wonderful.

He groaned through his tears, not finding it in his heart to throw any of the items onto the floor. So he continued to cry into the comfort of his pillows and blankets, knowing he would have to be okay when the others got back home, because they just thought he was sick.

But he didn't know that there was another broken heart on the other side of his door, listening to his sobs with a similar ache in his chest, who couldn't speak his mind.

A/N:
Rushed? Yes, very.
But since this is a short story, I can only keep the angst going for so long, and each chapter has to meet certain points. So please understand? I'm going to try my hardest to have this finished by this week so I can update Rivals and Caramel, so hang in there, we're almost done! ♡