Only Then

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'I think its the best if we break up'
Jungkook my boyfriend for a year told me on our date.'W-What do u mean?' I asked.My feelings r messed up.He wont give up our 1 year relationship right?I admit we both were busy and we rarely have time to hang out together.

'We dont have time for each other.
If we continue this relationship it will only hurt us both more Jennie u should understand that' He said while tears r falling on his face.
'We can make this work Jungkook.
We dont need to b-break up.I dont wan to lose our love'. My tears start to fall as well and like in movies rain started pouring down our whole body.

'I know...but its the best Jennie.I know u understand our situation right now.We r not meant for each other.' He took my hand in his and stares right into my eyes.'If u start to like someone else,if i get used to not being with u.
When that time comes,when its that time,Only then we can break up'. I said to him.I know i wont be used to live without him by my side.'By that time u will find someone u love and u will forget about me and i will too'. He smiled at me.

'U will always be my first love and always will be...' I said to him as i let go off his hands and kiss him one last time before leaving him running away.I know this is this is the right choice for us but..
I cant accept the fact that we need to part away from each other.

He's right.We r not meant to be with each other or else we wont have to face so many problems.I
ran straight to my dorm and laid on my bed crying like a mess.My friends were there to comfort me but i cant get over the fact that we r really over but i wont give up on him ever.I will chased him until he likes someone else again only then i will let go of him.Till then i will stay with him.

The next day like always its even more worse.I woke up from Lisa laying on top of me trying to wake me up.I look at the clock and its 11.35 am.I skipped school but its fine.'Yah!Finally u wake up.We all missed school but its fine cause i know your going through a really hard time.Lets go out today and let your mind off Jungkook hem?'
Lisa offered.I guess its the best choice my mind is only filled with him.I wore something simple but stylish and went out with the girls.

Whats more worse is that they have their own boyfriend with them.I thought this was a girls day out but i guess not.I feel lonely and jealous.Jisoo and Jin looks so cute.They have been dating for 2 years now...Lisa and Taehyung the couple i and Jungkook was most close with...and then there is Rose and Jimin the cute couple that everyone admires.

I am all alone once again like i was in the past before i met Jungkook.I sighed and went to get the tray filled with coffee for my friends since they r busy like lovebirds.I grabbed the tray but at the same time a hand touched mine.I look up to see that guy...

'J-Jungkook?' I asked eventhough i already knew it was him.He scratch his head like the first time i met him.It was the same moment
Thats how we both met...'Err nice to see u here Jennie..i guess u skipped school as well' He said.
'Hem...yea' I said simply and grabbed the coffee tray and went back to where my friends r at.

My heart still beats for him how can i ever move on.I take a look at him and i saw a girl was with him
Looks like he already found a new girl and here i m still trying to get him back.My friends all looked at me and they give sympathy looks to me.

'Its fine Jennie i m sure there r better guys out there' Jisoo reasured me but it wasnt working at all.He's the only guy i wan in my life...'Yah...gucci sis cheer up'
I forgot to mention that Taehyung is my brother.He pinch my cheecks but i pushed his hand away.I m not in the mood.'I m sorry...Taehyung i m just not in the mood' I tell him and he give me a nod understanding that i need time alone.

I keep taking sneak peeks on that girl and Jungkook.They were laughing and smiling to each other all the time...i closed my eyes to prevent tears from coming out.It was hard to not cry in this situation.After our hang out i straight went to the park where i n Jungkook broke up.I sit on a bench and let my tears fall.

I heard some voices and i look up to see Jungkook on his phone talking to someone 'Yea...erhmm thanks for today Yoojin ah' I heard he said.'Goodnight' He smiled at the phone and then keep walking closer towards me.I quickly hide myself not wanting him see me.

But i guess he did.He smiled at me but i just returned a cold look.He sat himself beside me.'Hi..' He simply said.'Hi...' I answered.
Silence filled us both as we both just admired the dark sky.'So......
How r u doing?' He asked.Why did he even bother asking when the answer is already written on my face.'Yea i m doing great' He seemed surprise by my answer would u expect me to say i m doing fine when your right infront of me?!

'I guess u r moving on quite good.'
He answers back.'How bout u?'
I asked instantly.'Errr i m not sure
I miss us but..we have to move on'
He answers while again scratchin his head like always when he is nervous.'So....i miss us too...' I wan to be with him again...but i m sure he is not gonna accept me again..

'Glad to hear that.Jennie-ah i know this is messed up i love u and i m sure u know it...i feel broken when your not by my side.I need u and i want u..I know this is late but Jennie lets date again' He
suddenly confess.'If u want to...'
I being shy as i was too surprised that he wan to make us happen again.'But...what about that Yoojin girl?' I asked.'She is my cousin Jennie.She comfort me remember i told u i have a cousin living in America thats her' I make a Ohhhh sound and then again we became silent once again.

He took my hand in his and sit closer to me pulling me into his embrace.'I love u' That three words that i really love to hear all the time from him.'I love u too'
Thats how our story ends.

~I recently like the song Only Then and i wanted to write a story about it and i use a bit of the song lyrics yup hope u enjoy!~

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