The Secrets she Kept

The Secrets She kept (part Two)

People want the truth not realizing that the truth is a hard pill to swallow some spit it out and some choke on it and some it kills only a few people can swallow the pill called truth. How long will she keep these secrets about her church and about the bishop?
She experienced so much hurt right in the church & among the men and women of God that she thought she could trust she thought they loved her as much as she loved him. She often blamed herself with leaving out the fact that she is still a child what will she do... she meets two men who contaminated  her spirit and strips her of her virginity and her purity & her innocence not only did they do that but they led her astray when they were put into position to show her the way of christ.
Remember the bible says woe to those who make it a stumbling block for my children to come to me. Will she continue to believe in God or will this situation changed who God is to her will she continue to go to church?
The hidden Things

He went by the title of a Bishop, yes sounds crazy right he was very manipulative and very poisoning and he used the bible to cover up his mess and to persuade me that we were doing wasn't wrong but that it was love...he would always come from John 15.
Based upon A True story 

Chapter 1 August 5 2016

How it all started
Cece  hit me up on facebook asking If I wanted to be apart of a stop the violence church event and of course I told her yes I was excited that was the first time I'd meet her, but it was nothing that I thought it was we ended up meeting on Facebook and this was the first time we met like of course we were riding the bus everything was very unorganized and nothing is never as it seems to be. Meanwhile we get to her house it was very filthy, It felt a little awkward, Then we got everything & headed to church.

We got there and the prophet's daughter was talking about how she lost her brother to gun violence it was really sad. I did my poems and sung a few songs with Cece's daughter and this boy he had the most amazing voice got up there and started singing but I found out he was like thirty years old like ''wow'' really?  I would've never thought he was that old. Before we went downstairs to eat and do the raffle ''The Bishop" came and  started speaking about how he wanted to help the youth. He looked like a older guy he couldn't fool me maybe in his late 40's and he was saying how much he loved the youth and wanted to help them.

So after he was done everyone went down stairs and I stayed upstairs to talk to him. I was so excited, he was looking me up and down he was 5'4 light skinned hazel eyes bald with big lips. We exchanged numbers and he left to go to work I went down stairs with everyone else. I met a lady named aaliyah she had pretty eyes. And somehow we ended up talking about her God son he was my mentor at the time.  I guess people were spreading rumors making it seem like me and him had some going on so his Godmother Aliyah told him to stop talking to me.I was wondering what happened to him, Then me and her exchanged numbers. We had the raffle,  and played games. I went home late that night. I was tired, I had been running around with them all day for the Non violence event, which a lot of people didn't show up to any ways. I went home and fell asleep, The next morning I contacted, The Bishop  and we got to talking and I shared a tragedy with him that I had recently experienced with a evangelist at my old church. I told him, that I wouldn't be so trusting and his dumb ass took it and ran with it. I told him my phone was going to be off soon, So that following Saturday he offered to take me to the phone bill place.
I was like, ok cool so he took me to the one by my house and when I got into the car his spirit felt terrible he was awful.

We got out the car went into the phone place he payed it for me and if I recall as I was walking behind him I seen a pair of eyes looking out the back of his head so we got back in the car and he was talking so soft and he starting saying stuff like I make sure you got school cloths and I will make sure you're taken care of in a very soft voice... and he says can I taste and I got out the car so quick! He yelled out wait wait don't leave ! I couldn't believe he said that to me. That made me feel so uncomfortable later that day I called him and we talked and I told him how out of order he was for saying that to me like dude first impression is everything and you really would say something to me like that.