Nothing But Everything

chapter 1:burning fire

Jake pov $$

Something was not feeling right ...something was really happening when I got up from my bed and opened my eyes and looked around.

I cant even see properly burning flashes caught my eyes I could see it is filled with smoke then I realized it was fire everywhere.fire has made my room look like a cremation ground..

I could see my bookshelf falling down ,books are coming out ..and my wadrobe are collapsing on the floor...

Then I felt hot tears are flowing down to my cheeks I can't resist it couldnot help but is continuosly flowing i called out for help but nor did I hear from my mom ,nor from my dad .

I started walking past my wooden bed which was caught on fire too and walked past making a little way I started banging my wooden bedroom door clearing the fire a little my room was locked from outside....

I cried and called someone for help and there was no one...... no one could hear my voice which was screaming.

I looked outside my bedroom Window hopelessly trying to call for a help .. I saw my house was totally on fire and I could see no one outside.

I started crying continously that my throat started aching I felt my lungs heavy like a brick I could not breathe ...

I am totally feeling like I am in a hell there is no one to save me I crawled under my bed and stayed underneath wrapping my own arms around myself with my swollen eyes.

suddenly after a minute I hear some one calling out for my name i tried to open my eyes ..but I could not after hearing my name called for 4 times I realized someone just touched my shoulders and I am really glad soneone is here and then i realized it was my grandma Emily.

I just asked her what just happen right now .Then grandma said "jake you was shouting again" and she huffed and said " wake up kiddo its almost 7:45 am you will be late for your school ...." okay " I sighed ...ahh I was having a nightmare again shit damn it!!!!!!

I always have fearful nightmare since the day my parents died.before that I still remembe i was a cheerful boy by the name jake Williams .....living in los Angeles with a family mom dad and me ,but now I live no more in los Angeles .

my mom and dad and I, we used to go for picnic during weekends we would sail in lakes and we would go for camping in the forest during my vacation .

I really loved the tiny marshmallows and bed time stories and lullabys which my mother used to sing to me everynight .....everything was going so great in my life , untill that day came up and it runined every thing ........

After I climb out of my bed I went directly to bathroom to take a long shower.I could see steam filling up the small space around me and hot water running down my back and I rubb my skin around my torso and my back untill my hand came to meet my scar still a little pain was left there.

After a minute in shower I wrapped around a towel ...and walked outside and I stopped by my mirror and looked at myself.

In the mirror I can see the 17 year old boy with a brown hair ...pale white skin and thin body and large eyes with something hidden behind it.. opposite to me staring back copying my each movment ....which is myself.