Ok it's been months since I broke up with Brandon like eight months
May- December long we really haven't talked that much I mean we do it's just a little.......unsettling?
Ok that's not the word it's awkward and i don't know what to do anymore but have i ever
Don't get me wrong but Brandon wasn't the one for me like his girlfriend now he said he was only dating her out of pity like
what if he was doing that with me guess I will never know I mean unless I ask but that would just be to damn awkward
And Kristopher he and I still talk he got me into watching Bleach (the anime), Naruto, and The 7 Deadly Sins
We are still friends but that's all we ever will be nothing else
I mean yea I like the guy like a lot but still that doesn't mean anything
Yea he's beautiful and smart, athletic, and strong and I'm getting carried away
It just won't work out
Soph was a little disappointed that I broke it off with Brandon
But really I just want to be free and paint, draw, and watch Pretty Little Liars because it's my life
Am I an artist yes stupid yes asshole you know it but I'm also free
I don't care what people think about me
I'M FREE AFTER ALL
There is nothing no one can do about it
I paint because it's fun
Draw because it clears my mind
I may be single but that's ok because I am free-
"Erica" a voice called for me
interrupting my train of thoughts
"Yea the fuck do you want"
I turned around to face-
