Daddy do you hear me now?
Where were you
When I needed you?
You weren't there
I believed in you
My heart feels heavy
Cause the relationship isn't like the others
You left my mom alone to be a single mother
But you had your plans
That didnt include me
Sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted me to be
Sorry I didn't go to college
Sorry I got pregnant
Sorry I'm too out spoken
I'm just out here living my best life hoping I can get supported
My heart weighs heavy
I think it's broken
Never thought I'd be that girl who has daddy issues
Trying not to cry about it but people keep handing me tissues
But thankfully my mom got it together
She had her ups & downs
got through the stormy weather
She found her king
& loved me for me
Even if I smoke weed he still will never turn on me
Or say my goals aren't a necessity.
Longing for a relationship I thought I
Could hold on to,
Wishing it wasn't so hard to be
Accepted too.
I feel like a lone wolf in the midst of
Black sheep
Im learning to keep my peace
Bc I swear I won't change
I came too far to be
The queen the young me aspired to be.
-manuka honey💜👑
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Perplexed empath
ПоэзияA confused empathetic person who is trying to understand the meanings of her emotions.
