Masked

#4

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I was feeling scared but my heart was pumping faster in a weird sense.It was exciting you know.

Many a times , there are people who want a normal life like me but I am the crooked one.I would choose the adventurous life and trade it for this one in the blink of an eye.I wanted some scariness in my life .I did not want to live a life where there was nothing to live for . I wanted ups and downs in my life.Though I was too small for such thoughts I was mature enough to know the difference between right and wrong.I would act immature  and kiddish in front of my so called friends only to make them laugh.I knew what I wanted to do.

I then changed and went to sleep .

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The next morning came pretty fast.I dressed up for school,straightening my hair and grabbing some random top to go with my shorts.I was diagnosed with OCD when I was twelve,when my mother and father saw my strange habits of having a pair with everything.I would not sleep without dusting my bed,though the bedsheet was washed everyday and all and the bed was extremely clean I wouldn't lay my head on the pillow.

That was the reason I would have a bath everyday going to school .Missing even one day would make me despise myself more and more.Some of my friends who caked up makeup on their faces did not have a bath so tried to keep away from them the whole day.

I reached school and went to my locker.Kevin one of the jocks came up from behind me and scared me by just a wee wittle "BOO!".

I acted scared by putting my hand over my heart.He asked me if I would attend his party that was on tommorrow.I said yes immediately .He then came to my height and gave me a kiss on the cheek .Well that was surprising as no one ever had kissed me on the cheek as they knew I became all gorilla after that . But this simple gesture made my heart flutter in my rib cage.Even though the ring in my head said ,"wipe the slobber,wipe te slobber!" I restrained my hand from touching my cheek and wipe the kiss off as it would feel rude to do so in front of him.

The day went by pretty quick.When I went to the washroom to finally wash my face I saw the Janitor closet open .In movies usually the sluts and whores of the school would "CONNECT" with the jerks.

I was too dirty and my friends knew it.

I opened the closet sure enough to find Bree and Dylan sucking each others face off.

"Eww ...... guys get a room!Why are you'all ruining the poor janitor's closet?"I said.

"Way to cockblock , Ashley ,Way to cockblock" Dylan said making Bree giggle.

So I washed my face and returned back to my classes.I didn't hear the strange sobbing today..So I drove straight home with nothing to do.

I invited Bree over to my house as she wanted to tell me something and we decided she would spend the night with me and we would go shopping.

The bell rang."Hey gurrlll....." Bree said coming in and shutting the door behind her".So what's the plan?" she asked.

"Ok first we complete the assignment due on Friday so we have the whole weekend.Then you stay over at my house and we go shopping.""Sounds like a plan" she said.

"So are you coming to Kevin's party tommorrow?" I asked."Nah.I'd better not.Besides partying isn' my thing"

"So then even I won't go" I said so that I could make her come,not that I wouldn't have company but I would feel bad if only I went while she stayed home . "No that's ok you can go.Besides Kevin does nothing in lunch but talk about you.".""What!?Stop this joke right now!" I said waiting for her to admit it that Kevin had a crush on me."Ok,Ok sorry I was just kidding.You think I was not there when he pecked you on your cheek?" She said.Well that stung a bit.