lovesick | nammin

06|midnight

JIMIN POV

I think why we actually ended up here was because of all the chocolate and soda we drank withing a few hours.

There has been no other explanation than that.

"Do you really want to do it?" He asked lastly.

"Yes. I won't lose. Not now..."

"Well then..."

It started. He positioned his face in front of mine, only five inches away, and closed his eyes. His breath gets slower and slower.

Well.

I am able to feel some sweat appearing on my back, as I know what was about to happen. My body was slightly shaking, not too much, but noticable.

And I was not blushing, nope, not at all. This was more awkward than embarrassing I guess.

"Umm, Jimin... Would you kiss me then?"

The inner self talk stopped and popped like a bubble in my mind.

I fastly respond. "O-of course..."

And so I turn to his face.

My eyes in front of his.

My nose in front of his.

My lips in front of his.

The distance becomes less,

until I can feel his lips on mine.

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All around us turns off, the world gets silent. The only thing we can hear are our short breaths, while we hold the kiss.

Our lips are in touch for almost seven seconds now.

My body can't resist his nearness, I am not able to interrupt the kiss.

But he doesn't either.

And this vivid moment gets longer and longer till

I put my arm on his shoulder.

We come even closer to each other, the warmth of our bodies start to fill the room.

But suddenly-

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NAMJOON POV

Jimin quickly takes a step back from me, the kiss ends.

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What was this right now?

After he interrupted what just happened, the relaxing silence around us turned into a weird one.

Uncomfortable and embarrassing.

Jimin has been sitting in front of me now, his head turned to the floor, no words. Is he okay?

"... Jimin? Are you-"

"... I-i think, I should go now." He stands up.

"W-what?! No!"

Like a reflex, I grab his arm and hold him.

Then I stand up too.

"Why are you like this now, Jimin? Everything is fine..."

His head was still lowered to the ground. "B-but I don't feel well-"