lovesick | nammin

02|friends

JIMIN POV

Time goes on and I am visiting Seokjin's tea shop more often now, since I mostly meet him in there. Namjoon.

We get to know each other more and more after every conversation and it's actually fun talking to him, because of his kind and funny personality.

On that day, when Taehyung didn't come to the tea shop, I have been really disappointed by him. He never left me alone before, so this really confused me.

Some hours after I had left the shop on that day, Taehyung called me and said he was going to come over shortly. As he arrived at my home, he told me why he didn't come to meet up with me.

He said that his mother became very sick aprubtly, so he needed to help her and couldn't meet at that time. After he told me that, I asked him, why he didn't text me about this and he just said he forgot about that.

Since this day, we met less often than before. We also didn't really talk about this day again, but we behaved as always. Of course, that thing wouldn't change our friendship, but it kept staying in my mind and I can't tell why...

Anyways, currently I've been walking to the tea shop since I was going to meet Namjoon there and I felt kind of excited because of that.

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NAMJOON POV

I stare at my cup of tea, while I wait for Jimin to arrive. He mostly shows up four minutes after me. And today was the same.

Almost exactly after four minutes, the tea shop's door opens and he enters the building. I look over to him, so he notices me and walks to our table.

"I am late, excuse me-"

"You are always apologizing for nothing. Just sit down already."

"Sure." After he shortly responds, a smile begins to come up his face. "How long are you already waiting?"

"Four minutes." I had been smiling now too. "As always, Jimin." A short laughter leaves my mouth. He replies.

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JIMIN POV

We begin to talk as usual, the common questions at first. Then we start discussing about random topics which just come up our minds. Mostly they're pretty boring or kind of stupid, but not today.

"So, Namjoon... How was yesterday with your sister and her boyfriend?"

"Well, it was okay, I guess. He seems to be a nice guy after all."

"Really?"

"Yes. He acts really kind and he's also pretty smart."

"Well... If you say so..."

"Jimin, do you think I'm lying?"

"No, it's just-"

"So what?"

"It's just... i don't trust relationships."

"Are you serious right now?"

"Yes, I am. I think they are unnecessary. You don't need another person in your life who knows literally everything about you and who's just always by your side, like privacy actually disappears. I don't think that's right."

"But... Have you ever been in a relationship before, Jimin?"

Well, my answer is no. I've never been in a relationship before and I don't think I ever will. Though I already kissed a girl... And also a boy. But that's not important.

I don't need this.

I have got myself and my best friends, that's enough. No relationship with Park Jimin.

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NAMJOON POV

"No. Never."

As he answered, my eyes shortly widened.

I actually thought that he had been in at least one relationship before, since he just seems to be like a great person to be together with. He's cute, kind, smart...

Namjoon?

"Namjoon?"

I suddenly turn over to him as I hear him shouting out my name. "Oh, yes?"
His mouth opens again.

"Why did you ask me that?"

I shortly smile and reply to him. "I was just curious... Anyways..." Then our conversation went on.

We kept on talking about my sister's boyfriend, also about relationships in general and later kind of even about love? I think, we both couldn't tell how we got there... But it was actually quite interesting.

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JIMIN POV

Our both cups of tea were empty. Time passed on and we talked for some hours now. It didn't get boring, no, not at all. I guess that's why our conversation still lasts.

But suddenly...

"Umm, Jimin?"

My eyes focus on him. "Yeah?"

"The shop is about to close and I don't think that our conversation was about the end, to be that honest."

After he said that, he briefly laughs and I begin to ask.

"... And now?"

He closes his eyes and smiles, then he continues.

"How about hanging out at my home tomorrow?"

My eyes widen.

"I would buy food and drinks and we could talk as long as we want to. Of course only if you are able to..."

Without any hesitation, my head starts to nod. Namjoon's begins to glare at me, then he goes on.

"Does this mean yes?"

I shortly laugh while my cheeks slightly blush, until I answer him. "Yes, that's what it's supposed to mean." He replies my laughter after I respond.

We said goodbye to each other and got on our ways back home some minutes after that. Both of us seemed to be happy when we left the tea shop but not the weather.

It suddenly began to rain like the world was going to end. Even heavier than some weeks before. And out of safety reasons, I decided to take the bus until I'm near my home.

When the bus arrived, I fastly enter so I was safe from the rain. Even though my whole body had been wet already.

I search for a seat. As I find one, I directly sit down. Since I have been so fast, I didn't notice who has been sitting next to me. Until...

"Jimin!"

I aprubtly turn around to the person who has just talked to me.

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Sooo this story still hasn't got any active reader, but I won't give up! There will at least be one person starting to read my au and I hope this person will enjoy it bc that's literally enough for me to keep this ff alive haha i'm not joking actually

Anyways, second official chapter. How ist it till now? Leave feedback and comments ✌

10:47 pm _ 29/08/18