That day that you left, i did not cry
i just went to bed and slept all day
i didnt speak to a soul for fear of crying as i opened my eyes
i felt nothing inside
it was just emptyness.
emptyness without you
i was drowning in my own pain
i acted as though i was okay
and that was easy as i had been doing that for the past two years
i didnt really feel like i had lost you that day
i felt like i had lost you two years back when it all started
the first time i cried was at the funeral
as i heard the first chord of the song
everything that had built up came tumbling out.
