the fantastical adventures with one direction...

chapter twenty-one

Elizabeth's POV

So we left the boys and we decided to go back home for a few days, to see our family and update them on all the gossip, i still feel sick to the stomache thinking helena isnt there anymore, she wasn't just one of my bestfriends, she was actually my second cousin, because our mums are cousins...i think that makes us like second or third cousins or something, but we all feel so responsible for this, and i cant even begin to imagine how Zayn feels, not putting everything on him here, but he is sort of the reason she commited suicide...Jess must feel pretty guilt too though, but i guess they have eachother to help get through it, but how they are coping so well is beyond me.

I got to the front door of my house and took a deep breath, my mum was so close to helena and compleatly broken at the funeral, i dont know if i can face her, weather its too soon or not...im going in...the other girls were also visiting home and we agreed to stay for two nights and then see what we want to do, weather we want to stop with the boys for a couple more days, or go back to our homes on our little estate next to eachother...

KNOCK

I walked through the door

'hello' i shouted

'ELIZABETH' my mum screamed lunging toward me and pulling me into a hug

'how are you?' i asked, i never really got time to see her after the funeral

'im fine, you?' she replied in a cheery way

'still abit upset about helena, why are you so happy?'

'what havent you heard yet?'

'what?'

'elizabeth sit down, i have good and bad news'

'um ok' i sat down wondering what news it was, weather it was really good and a bit bad or really bad and a bit good

'HELENA ISNT DEAD' she shouted grinning

'what...wh-wh-WHAT?' i shouted, mixed emotions whizzing through my mind.

'she didnt commit suicide, it was another girl called Helena that did' my mum started 'we went to a funeral for a random girl that we dont know and we all made speeches even though we dont know her...i feel terrible about that, but no, when helena went missing, she just came home...she didnt kill herself'

'what the hell, that makes no sense, the mother sat on the front row was spitting image of helena's mum...?'

'it must of been a huge look-a-like'

'oh my god, i have to call my friends' i said shocked

I rang all the girls and the boys and they were all as shocked as me, i then ran to helenas house meeting the girls on the way and she answered the door, we all dived on her knocking her back onto her carpet, she scrambeled out from underneith us, shocked and slightly scared of us

'HELENA WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD' katie shouted, anger in her face

'I DIDNT TELL YOU I HAD GONE HOME OR ANYTHING SO HOW COME ALL OF YOU PRESUMED I WAS DEAD' she shouted back

'BECAUSE SOMEONE WITH THE SAME FUCKING NAME AS YOU WAS ON THE NEWS, SHE COMMITED SUICIDE, ANDF WE THOUGHT IT WAS YOU, WE WENT TO THE FUCKING FUNERAL AND EVERYTHING' emma screamed in her face

She just stood there laughing at us 'ahaha yeah i heard you all made speeches and everything' she giggled

'SHUT THE FUCK UP' Lydia shouted, slapping her hard across the face 'WE HAVE ALL BEEN CRYING FOR DAYS AND DAYS AND YET EVEN WHEN YOU FOUND OUT WE WERE FUCKING BROKEN YOU STILL DIDNT TELL US, WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE' she finished