Can't Let Go, Even For a Little Bit.. But I Can Take It

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LET THE STORY BEGIN

-Lonelytrash

Reminders:
MUSIC FOR TODAY: Want You Back

Italic is their thoughts
Bolded is the speaker/narration
Bolded and Underlined is A/N
All 3 is random or Reminders
Asterisk {****} means action
Sometimes Thoughts are in Parentheses {( )}

Italics are also for messages from now on!

Thank You! || Arigato Gozaimasu!

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-Narration-

Suri was able to walk back to the dorm before tears went out of her eyes. She didn't want Jamie to see her in tears. It would upset her, no, he's moving on.. It was probably fine but, Suri still kept it to herself anyway. She opened the door and saw Akira wagging his tail and jumped on the bed. Suri lied on the bed and started crying.

Suri: First.. Karu is out and I can't let go.. I miss him so fucking much. He isn't coming to the party later too!! K-Kuso.. ( Fuck.. ) Second.. I feel so bad for Jamie back there.. And lastly!! I can't get a hold of myself!!

Akira is a trained dog so he saw Suri upset and walked up near her head. He sat down with like a sad look. Adorable yet sad, as Suri faced Akira and cuddled the precious doggo bean.

Suri: Ahahahaha.. I'm glad you haven't left my side yet Akira. Thanks even though, you aren't my dog, I'm glad you could be today.

Suri smiled as tears fell down her cheeks. Her sadden look and her warming smile. She gave some to Akira. He wagged his tail a bit and then ended up napping anyway. She sighed and started singing.

-Play Music- (Oof Back at it again)

She lifted her hand and looking up at the ceiling with her half lidded eyes.

Suri: Can't help but wondering if this is the last time, that I'll see your face.

She sat up on bed and tears started rolling down slowly.

Suri: Is it tears or just the fucking rain?

She wiped off the tears and has this edgy look on her face. Like a depressed "Nothing mattered" face.

Suri: Wish I could say something. Something that doesn't sound insane but lately I don't trust my brain.

She opens her phone and looks at a photo of Karu with a heart warming smile as Suri smiles and continues.

Suri: You tell me I won't ever change, so I just say nothing..

Suri stood up and looked at the mirror. She placed her hand on the mirror as it slowly goes down.

Suri: No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back.

She stands up and opens the door looking outside as she leans in front of the metal fence seeing the sun setting.

Suri: No matter how long you're gone, I'm always gonna want you back. I know! You know! I'll never get over you.. No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back..

Suri smiles widely and confident for some reason because she is soon going to see Karu in a few days.

Suri: Want you back, I remember the freckles on your back, And the way that I used to make you laugh.

She turns around and looks at her dorm room door.

Suri: 'Cause you know every morning I wake up, *Smirk* Yeah I still reach for you. *Smirk turns to a smile* I remember the roses on your shirt.

By the fact of remembering something, it almost made her laugh but she just smiled brightly (Like an idiot) and continued singing (Like an idiot again).

Suri: When you told me this would never work. *Sighs and looks down a bit sad* You know even when I say I moved on. *Smiles warmingly* Yeah I still dream for you.

To continue like an idiot, she turned around to face outside and she reaches out smiling and yet again as an idiot, continued singing.

Suri: No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back. No matter how long you're gone, I'm always gonna want you back. I know, You know, I'll never get over you. No matter where I go, Im always gonna want you back. Want You Back.

She turns around and sits down looking down to her palm as it slowly closes as she sings.

Suri: You know even when I say I moved on, You know even though I know that you're gone, All I think about is where I went wrong. 2x

Tears started to form on her eyes as she wipes it off and smiles a bit.

Suri: Yeah I still dream for you.

Then she stands up, opening her dorm room and going inside. She lays down on the bed comfy as she smiles. Having tears roll down her cheeks.

Suri: No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back.

She smiled bright and tears rolled down faster and faster.

Suri: When you told me this would never work. *Sighs and looks down a bit sad* You know even when I say I moved on. *Smiles warmingly* Yeah I still dream for you.

To continue like an idiot, she turned around to face outside and she reaches out smiling and yet again as an idiot, continued singing.

Suri: No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back. No matter how long you're gone, I'm always gonna want you back. I know, You know, I'll never get over you. No matter where I go, Im always gonna want you back. Want You Back.

She sighed in a relief tone and smiled.

Suri: Enjoy Karu.. See you soon.

She sits up on bed and sees Akira as she pats his head smiling. She wipes her tears and prepares for the Christmas Party later.

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