Between You And Me

Negative Mind, Inside and Out

-Lonelytrash

Reminders:
MUSIC FOR TODAY: Letting go ( Slowed Down )

Italic is their thoughts
Bolded is the speaker/narration
Bolded and Underlined is A/N
All 3 is random or Reminders
Asterisk {****} means action
Sometimes Thoughts are in Parentheses {( )}

Italics are also for messages from now on!

Thank You! || Arigato Gozaimasu!

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-Narrator-

Everyone walked back to the dorm. Suri did too of course.., everyone had plans though, after that. A night date. Another party. Eat out. And other stuff. Jeez, didn't bother to ask Suri if she was available for anything?

Suri opened the door of her dorm and went head first on the bed. Akura was fast asleep so what was the point of trying to have fun with him. Instead, Suri turned on the tv and watched Anime. She watched one old Anime which is called Ninja Hattori. Hehehhe she used to watch this when she was younger.

-Few hours passed-

A knock on the door, then suddenly the door opened, which appears to be Jay. Odd, he never goes to Suri. This is new. He saw Suri with her eyes wide open an her pupils small as she hugs her pillow, and watches another Anime called Re:Zero.

Jay: Uhmm Suri it's literally 4 in the morning. Why are you still awake..

Suri: Why are you??

Suri says, not even looking at Jay but only the TV. Jay shivered and walked over to Suri. He sat down and tried to create a conversation though, it took him a while to think of one.

Jay: So.. Uhhh what's this new interest of trying to stay up in the morning? Ayiiee your trying to be like Jamie,  tadashii? ( Right? )

Suri: No.. I just plan on not sleeping the rest of the end of 2018..

Jay: Tch.. Karu.. All that you think about!

Suddenly, Suri turned off the tv and started to cry really bad like Jay said something wrong. Well he actually did, but is it wrong not to say it??

Suri: Yes Yess!! YESSS!! Karu has been on my mind.. Why do I feel so possessive to him!! He isn't mine and I miss him so much. Even when he is enjoying with his family.. I don't even know if he trusts me, he didn't tell me where he was going..

Jay: Oh.. He went to Hong Kong. How come he never told you? He basically told everyone.

Suri's eyes widened in disbelief and dropped the remote. Jay caught it and placed it on a table. He looked at Suri and saw her crying a lot.

Suri: I knew it.. He has only been saying that he cares just to make me feel better. But he really doesn't.. Itai.. ( It hurts ) I'm so lonely..

Jay sat down and patted her on the back and yawned. He looked at the time and stood up.

Jay: Okay Suri.. Get some rest. I'll be going now.

He left the room, but in Suri's mind, it's like Karu leaving her in a dark room like she's useless.

-Few days passed-

She never left the dorm room, no one knew if she locked herself in and killed herself or starved to death or other possibilities that she is dead. Wow, everyone is so fucking mean. Thinking that she might have died. Also Maria came over to the dorm to visit all of them.

Yeah, Maria is not part of the dorm anymore.. She was replaced with Cory ( Cause I don't know nor remember who he's dormmate is ). Though Maria and Cherry was outside of Suri's dorm room.

Cherry: I'm very worried about her!! Karu's dog isn't even barking when I call her.. Nor is she even respoding to me.. Does she hate me.

Maria: No, don't think that. I think she just needs some alone time because, well.. You know her and this Karu stuff, I think that's why..

Cherry sighs in disbelief and nods her head anyway. They walk away and enjoy, but what they don't know is Suri is crying as she heard all of that.

Suri: I can't believe it, I'm feeling lobely and I can't bother asking if I could be a part of this fun. What's wrong with me, am I being envy? Jealous? Mean? I do not know enymore.

Akira was sleeping next to Suri, as she pats his head while burying her head onto her knees crying.

-December 30-

Footsteps, and mumbled noises could be heard outside of  Suri's room. She couldn't figure it out since she wasn't technically listening to them.

Cory: She has been in that room for days!! We don't even know if she's even alive or what she has been doing there.

Erizza: She's been inactive in messenger and never gave us any contact to anything that's happening there.

Jamie: Get her out of there!!

Ryko: You're the only who could convince her.

All: Then again, welcome back.