His Protection

6. trouble

My chest was heaving so much and it drew Vince's attention as his eyes dropped for a few seconds to my chest. All of a sudden I was so hot and I was sweating.

His eyes came back up to mine. I gulped "I see the honesty in your eyes. Because your soul is on its knees begging for its innocence. Because if you grapple with her death so much, you couldn't have done all that to her" I was unable to look away from his eyes, it was as if they were begging me to give him this. I also didn't know how I was so sure about this, I just knew I was.

Within a flash, I didn't know what was happening. My eyes were closed and guarded as I collided into something. When I felt his lips on mine, I realised he had pulled me into his chest and his large hands were pressing my back into him. He was kissing me hungrily and when my mind registered it, I kissed him back just as possessively. I wrapped my hands around his neck as I devoured.

There was a clash of tongues, a reckless abandon with which we were taking from each other. No holds barred and letting our carnal needs take over.

His hands began to roam on my back and then quickly slipped under my tank top. I let out a loud moan into our mouths and it was as if he couldn't hold back when I did as he pressed me into his large frame, his hardness pressing into my softness.

I moaned at the contact, his body pressing into me just where I needed to. His breathing grew heavier as he began to place long, languid, hot kisses on my neck. My body was overloaded with these sensations that I had not experienced in so long, like something in my chest was bursting and coming alive.

Then I heard material rip and I looked down to see my tank top being thrown to the ground. I couldn't process anything else, I couldn't even get angry because the next thing I knew he bit down on my neck, hard, and then sucked on my skin. I trembled and shuddered so much, that I could feel wetness pool into my panties.

God, I couldn't remember anyone ever touching me like this. He lifted me in his big arms and moved his kisses to my collarbone as I held on to him for dear life, knowing I didn't want to let go as I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.

I didn't want to think about what I was doing, I didn't want to think at all. Just feel.

His kisses were growing more frantic as he moved his attention to the tops of my breasts just above my bra. My hands were in his hair as I pulled on it. Like if I let go of it I would drown to never be able to rise to the surface again.

He growled as he squeezed my breast with one hand from over my bra and stared right at me, his other hand wrapped around my back to hold me up. With that look right there, I knew that what was happening between us right now was overwhelming, all-consuming and I had no say. Because this was something that was very much alive and omnipresent and so powerful that I don't think either one of us were in control right now.

He took large strides to walk fast towards my bed, and laid me down. I was expecting him to start moving straight away but to my surprise he just stopped. He placed his arms on either side of my head and hovered over me. Everything stood still as he just looked into my eyes. What? What was it in my eyes? Was he looking for something? There must have been a mix of emotions in them. Desire, fear, wanting this and yet uncertainty, not knowing how to do this, so much mixed up and overlapping. What I saw in his grey irises was this look of tenderness that that had my eyes growing moist. Never had someone looked at me like that. And for some unbeknown fucking reason, I couldn't look away. Everything else stilled. And I couldn't breathe.

He leaned the slightest bit forward bringing our faces together. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down slightly further but we both just still stared at each other, nose to nose. He leaned in ever so slowly and I held my breath in anticipation. He lowered himself slowly more and more, inch by inch as we still stared into each other's eyes. Until our lips met and we both closed our eyes.