Tears stain my cheeks.
Loneliness encircles my heart.
Scars on my wrists and soul.
Rejection is all I receive.
Nobody seems to understand
Nobody seems to care,
That every night I cry myself to sleep,
Knowing that you'll never love me.
Already abandoned by my peers, and family,
I have no one left to talk to but myself.
So why would I think, that you, of all people,
Would notice and care for me?
Why would I think, that you, of all people.
Would be the one to pick me up,
Hold me close,
Tell me that it's okay.
My heart has been broken by you,
Far too many times.
And yet, you have never even looked my way,
Spoken my name, or know I even exist.
How do I survive this torment that they call true love?
They call it falling in love,
Because when you fall,
It hurts.
So, what happened to the fairy tale ending?
The girl got the guy, or vice versa.
There was no death do us part,
For death did not exist.
What happened to this world?
To this society?
Is it torture? Is it pain?
I could be both, but I like to call it,
Suicidal Love
