How can this be?
I tell myself everyday, “Whoa! I’m crazy to have these feelings for him, how can it be?”
It’s like, in reality I know absolutely nothing about you.
I don’t know your favorite color, your ideal girl, your future job, what you want to be when your older?
All I know is your name, and some how I’m hooked on you.
Crazy if you ask me.
But would the fact that I know so little about you stop these feelings I have?
No, no way! Never in a million years have I felt so connected to someone like you and to drop everything where I stand right now, would create a hole in my heart.
Nothing would stop these feelings I have for you, their forever feelings, you know, till the end of time.
I hope one day I will know more about you, more than I should ever expect to know, then I would know that you really do trust me, with everything.
Whether it’s with your life, with your heart or with your soul.
That’s all I want, for someone to look me in the eyes and say “I trust you.”
I’m not saying that if I don’t know more about you, it’s goodbye.
I’m saying that I want to make more things with you that I can find out about, we have time, all the time in the world.
I don’t know about you, but I believe in fate, which is weird, because I’m not really sure if I know what it means?
But I do hope that fate will bring us closer then close, and not further apart.
Then life would be somewhat... complete?
Maybe fulfilled.
Like everything would be ok?
Nothing would bring me down, make tears run down my cheeks, pull me to my lowest.
I would be on top of the world, living life like I have always wanted to, happier then happy, floating on some cloud high in the sky.
I would feel love, be in a place with someone who could put meaning to me, who could light up my life with a single sound of his voice, a single touch of his skin.
