Other's First Journal Entries

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Qp- Everything is falling apart. Colby is the main issue. He keeps doing dumb things that'll destroy the body. He's also a dick to all of us. Constantly making asshole jokes. He's a liar and a player. He keeps secrets from Wybie. He thinks he's better than all of us. Also I don't like being stuck in this body it just isn't mine and I know I'll always be stuck here but it still isn't great. I also miss Wybie's boyfriend. He was the best. It feels like everyone wants me to do everything. I like math and stuff but I don't always want to do school work. I feel stressed.

Loops- This body sucks. It's so feminine. It also isn't good for running around and dancing because Wybie isn't a healthy eater. The body is also too old. I'm ten I don't want all this responsibility I just want to be able to act my age. Also everybody is always arguing. The black box is so dark and boring. Everything seems too grim.

Colby- This body sucks and I'm never gonna have my own body and it sucks. I also get blamed for everything! I mean yeah I do bad things. I drink and shit but the body always feels so much better when buzzed. I'm just trying to help. I'm always out because nobody quite knows what to do. We just developed into actual people a few months ago. We didn't actually develop till a really stressful time where Wybie needed us and I know Wybie ios accepting of us but I still feel like a burden that just showed up. Everyone hates me and it sucks. I feel stuck in a terrible loop. I just want To help Wybie and tbh I think keeping some things from him for awhile will be what's best.

Sweetpea- I'm just 4. I'm stuck in a 14 year old body. I just want to watch Moana, drink juice, and cuddle with stuffies but everyone thinks it's weird. I also never get to come out because I don't know how to do anything and I have nobody to help me. I feel so alone. I just want someone to cuddle with. I can't even use the others as cg in the black box because they all hate being doms/cg they just suck it up for our old daddy because he likes to be baby and we love him so obviously we try to make him happy. I'd even take some little friends. I hate being alone.

Bear- I hate everything. Everyone hates me. They think I'm just big asshole just because I shut down my emotions to avoid pain. I'll admit I often tell Wybie to end it but only as payback for Wybie being so dumb. He thinks he can just ignore me and never let me out. The only reason I'm out now is Qp forced everyone to let me out. Qp is the nicest one. Nobody understands me and it sucks. They aren't even sure about my age. Yes I am 22. I'm the oldest and the only other smart enough to protect myself which is why I think I should be the only one. I know if Wybie killed himself I would die too but ugh we're all so stupid. The others don't even realise their favorite person doesn't even believe in them! He doesn't think we're real he just thinks Wybie is a crazy lonely fuck. I wish I wasn't such an emotionally empty asshole but I need the protection and so does Wybie. If only he'd let me out.

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