Alright fuckers it's your boy Colby. I'm in a mood and because my body hurts too much for me to get up and actually be productive I decided to write. I don't want to work on Wybie's book though so I'm just typing random shit here. I've been so moody lately. I go from happy to sad to mad so quickly and I don't exactly know why. I'm so mad at myself for so many things and nothing anyone says helps. Everything kinda sucks right now. The weirdest thing is that I am mad that I keep smiling. It hurts my face. I'm supposed to be the tough strong one and I can't stop being goopy. It even hurts in my chest. It's like it just takes over my body. Have you ever looked at someone and just instantly smiled? I shouldn't be smiling. They shouldn't be talking to me. Nobody should talk to me. I just hurt everyone. I'm not good for anyone. I would distance myself from everyone but I just fucking care too much. I just get too attached to people. Why was I created? I was created for a reason yeah but you'd think someone better would be created. I don't know what to do anymore. Whatever.
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Others
RandomIf you follow my instagram (@geek_who_will_fight_you) You know I often talk about my others. They're like alters but because I haven't had the opportunity to get diagnosed yet I call them others. I hope this helps you get to know them better!
