Narcissa Fanfiction

Chapter 1

I do not own Harry Potter J.K Rowling owns it and all the Characters.

This is my first Fanfiction so please comment on any changes I should make.

     I lie in bed in the Hospital wing of Hogwarts shaking I Narcissa Black the only Black ever known to have anxiety issue am trying to recover from a fall from my broom stick in a Quidditch match. I've always enjoyed Quidditch and I work really hard to be the best on the team. I wouldn't say I am the best player because I am not but I am not the worst. I'm a chaser and every once in a while I get overwhelmed by all the excitement but never like this.

     "Narcissa" I heard someone yell. I sit up as quick as I can, I clean myself up and try to stop shaking or at least make it less noticeable. I watch as the large door of the hospital wing swings close and Lucius Malfoy the Head of the Quidditch team walks in yelling "What Happened! You had a clear shot and you just fell no one even hit you!" He yelled I don't know him well and I don't even consider him one of my acquaintances, I wonder what he is doing here and completely ignore his question. 

     " Um.. well I'm sorry I just slipped up I don't know what got into me" I said.

 "You just 'SLIPPED' up!" He screamed in anger, I flinched.  " you are the best chaser on the team and you just slipped up I watch you you practice every day." He said in a modest but angry voice.

     " I am not the best chaser on the team you are being dramatic..." gosh what do I say now "...I want you to leave right now." I stutter my hand shaking furiously under my covers Lucius just stood there dumbfounded that I would dismiss him in such a way, not even noticing as Madame Pomfrey walked in. 

       "Hey, no visitors right now leave Miss Black to rest" She said leading him out the door. 

      "I was talking" Lucius said his voice rising "you can't push me around like that." But Madame Pomfrey was having nothing of it "I said Out Mr. Malfoy you can associate with Miss Black at breakfast tomorrow" she said.

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     Once Lucius left and Madame Pomfrey was all done tiding up she came over to check on me "You feeling better" she asked is a sweetly 

     "No" I said back truthfully "I keep shaking and it's not even the fall that's troubling me it's just it's so hard to keep calm after this. I always used Quidditch to get away from my anxiety and it happened in a game it's so embarrassing and the worst part is the Lucius Malfoy is on my case." I said weeping "And you know the worst part of all is just for my family's sake I have to act as though nothing is wrong." Madame Pomfrey just looked at me I am just sure when she gets patients she usually just treats them and she is on her way but I am different I guess and she did not think that it would be that way with me as I am a Black.
     "Miss Black" Madame Pomfrey said "You mustn't dwell on those things take you medication and lay down because I have to release you tomorrow and you have to be all ready to go" she said strongly "come on hurry up... Oh and I almost forgot if Mr. Malfoy bothers you again you can always come to me and talk about it I am a great listener." She looked at me with caring eyes I nodded and choosing my words cautiously I said "alright will... will you keep it a secret no one else know accept my sisters and parents and know and now you so can you just keep quiet" I said. "And Dumbledore" Madame Pomfrey added "I told him as he needed to know what happened" I nodded accepting her comment and told her good night. I just got settled in bed when my owl Woodword flew in and landed beside and handed me a letter it read.

      Cissy I heard about your fall I hope you are alright but you need to act as though you got a heat stroke or something because people will start to talk. Anyway this is not why I sent the letter I got your letter back and did not have time to respond as me and Rodolphus are on a honeymoon. You are such a git to send me a letter just to rub your scores in my face and to tell me about you little adventure in the forbidden forest I have been in there a billion times just in my fourth year and that was your first time you must act like a true Black or someone is going to notice there is something wrong with you get it together.

Your sister, Bella

Ps. Loved to photo of you in you robes for the Yule Ball hope a respectable Pure blood asks you out then it would be a total loss.

     I giggled that's Bella's way of saying I love you she is so wired. "Thank you Woodword good night" I lay back in my bed and close my eye just hoping I can wake up in my own bed at home with Bella and Andromeda.
     "Wake up Miss Black" I heard Madame Pomfrey announce
     "Ummmm... do I have to"
     "Yes dear you have to remember Mr. Malfoy will be waiting at breakfast and you must take your medication" right I remember I thought I have to deal with him today " Aggg ok fine but I am NOT taking to Lucius" I announce
     "Wow I did not know you talked on first names I did not think you knew each other well" she said
     "We don't I just don't call other kids by there last names usually when they are not around" I respond respectfully getting up and taking me pills " My hands are still shaking" I look down at my hand that is shaking ferociously. "Yes Miss. Black it will be like that for a while still but there is no need to keep you cooped up in here when you are perfectly well to go to class."

     "Fine" I get up and say bye to Madame Pomfrey and walk the breakfast.

    "Hey Cissy over here" I see Andromeda waving I walk over and sit down next to her. I look up to see Professor Dumbledore motioning to me "one second Andromeda" I stand up and walk over to him and ask "you motioned for me professor" I say.

     "Yes Narcissa I just wanted to make sure you are up to attend your classes today" he looked at me kindly "Yes Professor I am Madame Pomfrey said my shaking will take a little time but other than that I am good" I replied fully confident "Alright then I will leave you to eat your breakfast have a good day" Dumbledore said nodding to the table I was sitting at. I walk back to my table and sit back next to Andromeda " I got an owl from Bella last night" I said to her.

 " Really?! what was it about" she said looking really interested "Um... just about how much of a git I am because I just went in the forbidden forest last week and she has been in there a billion times" I said matter a factly "Oh well that just have been a nice note" she said "I wouldn't mind reading It if you don't mind" she commented given me a sisterly look. "It wasn't all bad she said she liked my dress for the Yule ball" she looked and me and we said at the exact same time "that's her way of saying I love you" then someone tapped on my shoulder 

   "Excuse me but I expect we are due for a conversation" Lucius Malfoy popped in my head at once. I stand up crossing my arms "what do you want!?""Well I want to talk to you and get in your head that we can't lose another Quidditch match again, that Madame Pomfrey can't protect you forever and what the heck is wrong with your hand why is it shaking like that?" I stop thinking at that moment what am I supposed to say I don't answer to you Malfoy that's what Bella would tell me to do but that could get me off the Quidditch team. 

     "She doesn't have to answer that" Andromeda says from behind me.

     "And why is that Andromeda?" He looked at her gravely "she can answer what ever questions I ask her she is capable and I am telling her to as I am a Malfoy" she rolls her eye and before she can answer I say "you are so full of it I don't have to answer you if you are a Malfoy a mudblood doesn't because you are a Malfoy we are both Pure blood only lower ranks have to answer to us not the same rank so leave us alone!" I yell which surprise me and him. He looks at me and raises his eyebrows turns around and walks away towered he was sitting at the other end of the table. 

     "Cissy" Andromeda hissed " You could have just made something up you just talked back to the Malfoy heir he could tell everyone he could ruin you" I looked at her and razed my eyebrows just like Lucius did and said "I really don't care what he does you and Bella would agree that he does not need to know about it and I am not that social as it is so he can't really ruin anything." I think for a second as Andromeda looks at me astonished " well I guess he could get a new chaser for Quidditch but he said yesterday night that I am the best chaser on the team and he was mad at me so... it does not seem really likely to get fired." I said taking a bite of my biscuit "Yah well if you tell me the truth Quidditch means the world to you so if you get fired it will be a big deal" she commented and the mumbled "Bella wouldn't be really happy anyway if you get shown by the Malfoy heir so don't" then Andromeda got up and left the dining hall. I thought maybe she is just nervous for her exams next year as they had prep in the year before. I thought she probably just wanted good marks so she could have whatever job she wanted by not using our pure blood rank.