"chirstmas is ending, new year is coming, and i'm still single"
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it's christmas day as i was watching the snow falling outside through the window.
i don't know what to do,
my family is in another city, my friends are gathering with their own families. a sigh escaping from my mouth.
So this what it feels being lonely in a christmas day.
Maybe walking around the city isn't that bad right?
so i decided to find some fresh air,
and as i was walking on the sidewalk i heard a familiar voice calling my name.
"Hey kayla" i turned around and it was jackson.
"Oh hey jackson, what are you doing here alone? aren't you going to celebrate christmas with your family and friends?" I asked and a little bit confuse
"Well my parents are in another city and i don't have that many friends, so i decided to just celebrate christmas alone, how bout' you?"
"Same here tho, let's hang out together then, if you want" a smile was plastered in his face.
"Of course, i mean i kinda feel lonely" he rolled his eyes.
We continued walking together.
It was really fun tho, hanging out with jackson, he is a really nice person. He always cared about me and i love him as a friend.
"So, what about your feelings, are you feeling okay?"
Heck no
"Well yes, i feel very good now" i put on a wide smile.
"Oh come on don't lie to me kay"
i let out a huge exhale.
"well i don't know, i feel really sad and angry but at the same time i'm happy for him, he always smiles around her and i truly love his smile" my voice cracked a little trying to hold on my tears.
"Awee it's okay lil' sis, sometimes if you love someone you just have to sacrifice, and i know it's hard but what can we do, but i hope you'll be okay" I just nodded as a respond.
"Okay so this is christmas, right? we have to put on that smiley face and not being sad and gloomy, Well how about we eat, i bet you are really hungry"
"Woww okay" i laughed so hard.
When we arrive at a restaurant, it was a pretty simple restaurant with a little christmas decoration perfect for us to chill and hang out for a bit.
But then when we saw a familiar figure of a boy standing underneath the mistletoe with a girl, he kissed her cheek. when i noticed him, my kness was getting weak, my breath was getting heavy, and in that moment i cried and ran away as jackson was chasing me and calling my name,
