"it's funny how a person can give me these sleepless nights, yet at the same time made me don't wanna wake up from the beautiful dream"
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it was the holiday where everyone would be with their loved ones, spending and enjoying their time together joyfully, while i'm here watching you with your favorite cup of coffee on your table.
the weather was cold but my body was being warmed by the fireplace in the cafe,
holding a warm cup of coffee in my hands. it was the perfect time to relax and enjoy christmas.
christmas songs that filled our ears made it more enjoyable.
sitting on my usual spot, watching you work was the thing i'm spending my time on.
because everytime i looked at you, comfort ran both through my body and mind, and somehow you warmed up my heart just with how you pout your lips out of habit while you think hard.
you do things to my heart, even you're not by my side.
smiling on my own again with the thought of us being together, even though i'm sure you don't know who i am and don't even know my existance.
i have known you very well secretly,
i admire you
too bad i don't have the courage to talk to you or even look in to your eyes directly.
