Kiss Kiss Now You're Gay [OHSHC FANFIC] (Tamaki x Male!Reader)

Kaoru Hitachiin

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Kaoru broke. He started crying and you had no idea what to do. You watched like a deer in head,guts as he whipped his eyes and his breathing stsrted shattering into uneven patterns like a glass plate once dropped on the floor. You didn't know what to do with your hands. You reached out to him, but pulled them back unknowing wether you were doing the right thing or not. What's happening? What was hurting Kaoru so much that it made him cry this hard? Whatever it was, you wanted to help him through it. Kaoru doesn't deserve this much pain. He's too sweet and awesome for that.

"I shouldn't feel this way... it's forbidden... it's... it's wrong... but..."

Kaoru sniffed more. You pulled his own hands away from his eyes. He was rubbing them raw at this point. If he rubbed them any more they would fall right out of their eyesockets. Hikaru was sniffing and boarderline wheezing. He just stared at you a moment, his pupils constricting with realization. You wiped his eyes for him when the tears ran down, hugging-not-hugging him. His next words would shock you for quite a long time.

"I think I love Hikaru."

You froze and then completely began hugging him as he cried. Both of you fell onto the little patio thing knees first. As you held Kaoru, running circles on his back as he was internally struggling to figure out what exactly he was feeling towards everyone, you flipped out your phone and sent a quick text to Haruhi. Hey, Kaoru and I are staying behind. Don't worry about us. We can catch up next time, okay?" Without any delay at all you get a text from Haruhi eight back. Good. We were worrying we lost you. My Dad should be chill about you staying. That is if you're down for cleaning. Also if Tamaki shows up at the door feel free to let him in. He just texted me asking me about the supermarket And I said he can wait for us there and we all can hang out as a group afterwards. Your heart went aflutter but Now was hardly the time for that. You flipped the phone back and devoted all your time to Kaoru Hitachiin.

"Your feelings are Valid, Kaoru. Whatever it is you're feeling, we can figure it out together. Once we figure it out we can work from there."

Kaoru sniffed and nodded. You helped him stand back up, the two of you almost falling back down in the process. You hoist the Hitachiin up and walk back to the door. You weren't sure if Ranka locked it so you decided to knock. Kaoru was trying his best to keep his act together for when Ranka answers the door. Instead of the door physically opening, you hear Ranka call out to you from the other side.

"Don't worry boys! Haruhi sent me a text! It's open!"

He sing-songed put to the two of you. You opened the door and held it for Kaoru. Kaoru walked in slowly and you closed the door behind you. Kaoru walked in and slid down the first wall he saw, breaking apart. He covered his face without his hands, head tilted towards the sky. His back was pressed hard against the wall and he crossed his legs criss corss applesauce style back from way back when in primary school. You walked over and sat next to Kaoru in the anime guy against a wall trademark position where you had one leg bent and one leg out, resting your arm on your knee that's up. You were about to say something to him when Ranka came in, full of cheer. His whole cheeeful demeanor dropped when he saw Kaoru crying and you trying to comfort him.

"Boys...? What happened?"

Ranka hurried over and sat next to Kaoru on his other side, placing a reassuring hand on his shoulder. The entire appartment went silent except for Kaoru's silent sobs. Then he finally tried explaining the depths of the problem out to the two of you. His voice was broken and at a slightly higher pitch than normal.

"I'm... I thought I was straight... but... Hikaru... I love him... what's going on with me?"

So he's not only questioning if he is in love with his brother, he's also questioning what the everfucking hell his sexuality is? Oh gosh. Ranka instsntly looked at you like you were the person who could best explain it and comfort him in the scenario. Did Ranka know you liked boys or something? That's not something you should be focusing on right now! Damn, what should you say?! What should you say!? Uh, he's had a girlfriend now, right? He's also now questioning if he's in love with his twin brother. So, uh, maybe Bi? Kaoru seemed like a Binkind Of Guy. A Cute Bi full of mischief. Mischievous Bi. Yeah, that sounds about right. You pulled his hands away from his face and held them in your own. You coupdnt bring yourself to look him in the eyes, but you knew he was looking deep in yours. You also knew exactly what he was looking for.... answers.