I feel asleep watching a movie. It was a sad movie. I cried it was romantic I love those movies I guess cause that's what I want. I am 20 and have never dated or kissed or even held hands with anyone. That night I dreamed I was in love with this guy named Carl and he asked to Marrie me and I stupidly said no then I woke up. The next day I went to the park and saw this bench and sat on it alone for the first time I was happy to be alone so I decided to read. I read a love novel and cried when I finished. It was pitch black out side I was off in my on little world when I was reading I guess. I was trying to get to my car and I found it but I wreaked my car and broke my legs and arms completely and the doctor said I would never be able to see again and then my heart stoped. I died and I saw Jesus my mom my grampa and dog but not my dad or brother. And I was back and I was as good as new I could see I could walk and drive well that was when I got a new car but oh well I'm fine now.
