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Just Friends

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Bea's POV

Food. Food was the only thing in my mind right now... Everything else seemed to have vanished from my brain! I need to eat soon...

I drove up to McDonald's drive-thru and talked to the person on the speaker. I clearly made my orders and was ready to pick it up on the next counter. I can't believe I'm using my credit card tonight! I just really don't like spending my money... I try to save up as much as I can for college. Aren't I a nice little girl? I think about my future a lot actually. Like what my job will be in the future or how my house would look! I really don't want anything fancy, I want everything simple, but elegant! I'm just that type of girl... I want my life to be planned. Not really what you'd expect since I'm not really good at planning. The last time I planned something, I totally just made a fool of myself... I'll think about everything that happened at those moments later, right now, I want food!

Ugh! Finally the sliding little window opened up and my orders are ready! Two bags... Oh and my mocha frappucino is here! I can't wait to take a sip! More like gulp it, but I really can't because then it might make my brain freeze! I really hate that feeling. Anyways, I smell my fries. So good! I opened the bag and sniffed the wonderful smell of McDonald's french fries... Damn. I probably sound like a fatty right now, but who cares? I'm starving! I plopped two pieces of fries into my mouth and loved every bite that I took, but then my eyes were caught on CeeJay as I drove up in our drive way...

He was leaning on the back of his car trunk and suddenly noticed that I needed him to move his car so, I can park Mom's car. He was kinda caught off guard as he jumped a little and quickly made his move... Is he waiting for Brenda? I thought.

"Hey, what's up?" I spoke as I got out of the car.

CeeJay looked at me with no expressions on his face... I really wanted to talk to him, but I'm like really hungry right now and I'm sure Brenda is too! I still need to get up those stairs and give Brenda her food... Can't I just eat?

"Um, let's just talk inside?" I suggested.

He nodded and followed me as I opened our front door. Things were kinda awkward actually...

"You, just sit there and I'll go get Bre-"

"No. I don't want to talk to her right now." He butted in.

I already knew that he didn't really want to talk her... I only said that as an excuse so, I can give Brenda her burger, but no. I guess I can't since he "Doesn't want to talk to her right now." 

"Alright. Well then let's talk I guess."

I sat next to him on the couch and he started talking...

"I really don't know what to think anymore... It clearly shows that Brenda doesn't love me so, why did she want to be my girlfriend?" CeeJay said.

"Dude,nooo. She loves you and I know that! She has her reasons that's why she's kind of putting some walls between you guys... I mean CeeJay, think about it. You guys have been friends for years and now you want to get in a relationship with her? Don't you think that maybe that might break your friendship? Those are all the things that's going on in Brenda's mind right now and you're making it really hard for her... Try to understand..."

I sounded so serious! Damn. I think I'm really good at these things! The last time I remembered, I was the one in CeeJay's position right now... I was the one who was listening to a person that sounded like she knows everything about life and all, and now, I'm that person who thinks she knows everything about life! Wow, things change...

"I don't know... If she really does love me like I love her, then she'll be willing to sacrifice our friendship for a better relationship... Right? I mean I'm willing to do anything for her." He said.

Well, he has a point, but that still doesn't mean that Brenda doesn't love him right? She's just scared of how things might turn out in the end and I totally understand her...

"Dude, I don't know, but I do know that you guys need to talk everything out..."

CeeJay nodded to answer. "So, should I go get her?" I asked.

"I guess." He whispered.

Alright! Finally, I can eat! I feel like I'm going to faint because of hunger right now! I made my way up the stairs with the two bags of McDonald's and my frappucino on my other hand. 

"Sis, open the door!" I yelled as I waited in front of her door.

Brenda quickly opened up and took the other bag from my hand.

"What took you so long? I'm starving!" She blurted out.

"Well, um. I'm hungry too, but CeeJay's down stairs waiting for you... He really wants to talk to you sis."

She looked at me in surprise while she took a bite from her burger. I smiled back though as I took a sip of my mocha frape. They just really need to work it out, because they love each other! They shouldn't waste the time thinking about negative things and start enjoying life! If I had a love life, I wouldn't think of any reasons to hesitate and fall in love! Being in love is the best feeling in the world! Why take that away from you? Right? 

Everyone probably thinks that love is a distration, but honestly, love is an inspiration... It cheers people up when their down and sometimes, love is where people get their strength from. These two love doves need to think about positive things! 

"Well? Get down there! Talk to your boyfriend!" I blurted with laughter.

Brenda stood up with her a burger in her hand while her mouth is full of fries... Yeah. We're fatties,but we're still slim, just saying... 

"I'll yell if anything goes wrong!" She yelled as her voice faded through the walls.

Yeah, yeah. I thought... I was enjoying my food so, even if she yells I probably won't go down... Kidding! I wouldn't  leave my sister hanging like that for delicious foods! 

Anyways, I caught a glimpse of Brenda's notebook! It was hiding under her pillow... I mean, I guess I can take a peek right? I haven't read her new stories in a while now and this is my chance. I don't think she'll be back any time soon so, I grabbed her notebook and opened up to the page where I left off, but I was shock to see that most of the pages were blank as they could be... I turned each page until I got to the middle and read was written...

"Everyone will come to the point where you'll break down and just cry. You'll come to the point where you'll want to throw everything out and just give up, but when those times comes; just remember that it happened for a reason, and something better will come ahead in your life... Problems, arguments, and heartbreaks are all an obstacle in life. You have to find a way or an inspiration to over come all those,you have to be strong."

Wow. That is so true! This is like a life lesson... My sister can be really dramatic some times, but she definitely has a point! I was so touched that I copied the paragraph into my phone! Now, everytime I have a problem or anything, I can read this and it will cheer me up. 

I read the paragraph about four times and it always brings a smile on my face, until I heard footsteps. Footsteps! Brenda's coming! I rapidly closed her notebook and put it back under her pillow. I tried to look casual drinking my frappe while having my burger in my other hand; while she stepped in the room.

"Hey, how did it go?" I asked.

"Good, I guess. I mean we kind of worked things out."

"That's awesome! So, what date is it today? You have to remember it because-" She cut-ted me off before I could finish.

"We're just friends." 

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Woah. I finally updated after like 2 months! LOL . I've just been so busy lately that I didn't get a chance to write my story, but here it is! Pretty long too ... I hope you guys like it! Pls comment and vote ! I'd like to know what you think about CeeJay and Brenda... Thanks ! :)