claude! i hate you but i love you!

1.8K 72 54
                                    

AN: sorry if the last chapter was short! I'll promise this one will be longer! I think! <-> so many stories! I think I have like more than 10 and everyone's like "UPDATTTEEE" And I'm like "okei!" then I go to update and other people on different stories are like "uuppddaattee!" and yeah.. you get my point ;-;

________________________________________________________________________________________

-I wake up to a pink eyed demon staring down at me. "Claude? why are you staring creepishly at me when I'm sleeping..?" he makes a lowish noise, fixes his hair and glasses, before walking away, I blink "well okay then.." I stand up and stretch "nnnnngggggh! ah! what a day today's going to be! I love doing nothing!" my voice was all cute but i looked at the door blankly and my voice went mellow and unamused. "not..ugh.. how boring.." my eyes slowly look toward the triplets who were beside my bed, just noticing them "want to die? no? then leave.." they rush out, all looking the same.

((okay. i realise i havent updated this in a while so here i go! :3 ))
i turn my neck to the side more, cracking it, and doing the same to the other side, i sigh "gosh, i swear, this day gets weirder and weirder.. i cant even trust Claude dressing me anymore.....speaking of dressing..... I did have no choice as i cannot dress my self on my own.. "CLAUDE YOU TART!!!! DRESS ME BEFORE I CRACK IT!!!!" me usually saying that gets him here immediately.. i watch Claude walk into the door "well.. what do you know.." i knew he would of done that.. i smirk as he puts my day clothes beside me, i sit on the bed and he takes my white silk pants off, then unbuttons my top, i look to the side and sigh, moving my toes slightly as he tries to put my long socks on, i look at him and smile widely "having fun there Claude??" he fixes his glasses "not... really your highness.." i look down at him in disgust "oh.. fine then.. be that way.." i let him put on my clothes without moving, then i tell him to get out, watching him leave made me sad... i softly whisper "hes not met to say no.." under my breath as i look down.

"does he love me or hate me!? which one is it?! if he wants to kill me then why shouldn't he do it already!!!" i groan and punch the wall. "idiot!! baka! BAKA!!" i growl an punch the wall again and Hannah walks in. "u-uh.. your-" i turn around, looking at her in disgust. "come here... Hannah!" she reluctantly walks over to me and i grab her wrist really hard. "come!" i run, to the fireplace yet again, heating up that same metal stick and swinging it toward Hannah. "dodge! if you dont it will burn your legs Hannah!! DODGE!" Claude was driving me insane, of course i didnt realise because im too crazy to. Hannah tripped and i slammed the pole straight into her face. "well your a stupid, little, bitch arnt you." i stand up properly "im glad no one is here to restain me.. because then id hurt them too!" i walk over to her legs, hearing her mumble help me and whine in pain. "SHUT UP!!" i smack the pole into her thighs, she tries to get up and i smack her again, each time, the pole getting easier to rip off her skin as it sticks. "WILL THIS TEACH YOU NOT TO INNTERUPT ME BITCH!" i hit the back of her head, throw the pole, then leave her there. "okay.. when your done, please clean that gross shit you left on the pole and dispose of it before i dispose of you. thanks."

i walk away and go into my room. i sit onto my bed and lay down after, sighing. "why do i do that.. i Dont mean it.." i sigh again, wiping away the tears that formed in my eyes. "baka..everyone is an idiot.." i stand up again and walk outside. looking at blue bells, i sniff, i then look over to the triplets. i walk over to them and they try to back away. "stop! i only want to talk! you guys can speak up now you know?" canterbury clears his throat. "you do realise what you did was sick, my brother cant utter a word because of you, he cant speak! so if you tell him to speak up! he cant even if he tried! what if he dosnt speak up! will you take us on too! he is my brother!!! what if he was luka huh! what if we did that to him!" my eyes widen, tears pouring and pouring, they wouldn't stop. "t-thompson! s-speak!" thompson opened his mouth, he winced and that came out was raspy sounds, tears rushed down his face, timber and Canterbury were Holding back tears. timber growled. "you're so lucky i dont fucking kill you right now! you Are lucky we still live in this torture chamber you call a fucking home!!"
I felt hurt... crushed... how dare they speak to me like that... my eyes welled up with tears. "then why don't you just leave!!!!!! I don't need you! I don't need anybody!!" I run into my room and slam my roor, locking it from the inside. "I'll stay here to rot...." I fell onto the ground and bursted into tears. "I'm s-sorry! I'm so so sorry! I d-didn't mean it! I won't do it a-again!" I sniffed loudly while holding my head in my hands. "f-forgive me!!!! please! don't leave me!" I knew I was saying this to myself but I wished they were near to hear it.. I was too much of a coward to say it infrount of them.. they have probably already left.. but then again I did yell quite loud....
I layed there silently as a million thoughts passed my mind, the all the sudden... my mind created a blank canvas.

Dont leave me! Alois X claude yaoiWhere stories live. Discover now