Story of my life 😶🤭

I miss you too😏

RYES POV*

I was laying in my bed, wondering if I should go to target to get some groceries, even tho I didn't where in the mood for it.
I just got to know that Louise was killed in an car accident. The driver was drunk, drove into the side of her car, she dies and he gets to live, sometimes this world I unfair. But there's nothing I can do about it, the only thing I think about is does Andy know? It's his best friend in the entire world? He's gonna be crushed when he finds out.
I decided to take my lame ass to my car and drove to target. I came into target going around looking for some meals and stuff. I took at glass of pasta sauce, and put it in my shopper. Then I turned around looked up and saw the one person I didn't think I would see here. Andy Fowler.
He just stood there, looking at me, as surprised as I was. I could see the tears gathered in his eyes, I quickly went towards him, as I saw the boy I loved fell apart more and more.

As I came to him I threw my shopper at ground didn't care if anything broke, and took Andy in my arms holding him as tight as I could.
He immediately hugged me back, I could feel the tears where on its edge*
Rye "it's gonna be okay. I promise"
Andy "How?... she's gone" *I could feel the pain in his voice as it cracked in the end of 'gone' he misses her so much. Everyone can see it, you don't need to know him to see that there's something wrong*
Rye "Hey! look at me *I said taking his head in my hands* your gonna be alright, okay. I'm here, and I'm never leaving"
Andy "I love you" *Wait what? Am I dreaming? He just said I love you*
Rye "I love you too" *I said meaning every single letter. I leaned forward and kissed his forehead, then I got reminded that we where still in target*
Rye "Hey. Do you wanna come home with me? I can make us some food, and maybe your mom wants some too?"

*I said as I saw his mom came walking up being us*
Andys mom "Oh hi Rye"
Rye "Hi Mrs. Fowler, Umm I mean Veronica"
Andys mom "It's fine Rye. Umm Andy I've just had a call, they need me at the hospital. So I'll see you home or are you at Ryes?" *She said looking at Andy*
Andy "Umm I'm gonna be at Ryes. We need to... Umm talk a bit" *He said and looked at me with a slight smirk. Was he planning on doing anything or was it just to freak me out?
His mom walked off. Me and Andy talked and had fun while grabbing the groceries we needed. We came home and made som food. We ate and talked for what seemed like forever. I walked over to counter with our plates. We then walked to my bedroom, so get a movie to watch*
ANDYS POV*
I got a text from someone, I opened my phone to see who it was*

MESSAGES*

Josh "Hi, how are you holding up? - Josh"
Andy "Hi, I'm doing fine thanks"
Josh "When are you coming back? I really miss you 🙈"
Andy "After the funeral I think, and you miss me?"
Josh "Yeah 🙈"
Andy "Aww... I miss you too 😏🙈"
Josh "You do? 🤷🏽‍♂️"
Andy "I've actually couldn't stop thinking about the episode in the toilet 🤤"
Josh "Well, when you come back we can do it again? If you want to 😏"
Andy "Id like to 🤤"
Josh "You like me fucking you rough? 😏"
Andy "I love it 🙈"
Josh "Seems like I have to give you something when you come back😏"
Andy "Can't Wait🙀"
Josh "Gotta go now, I have somewhere to be, but I'll text you tomorrow"
Andy "See ya"

END OF MESSAGES*

I put my phone down on the night table, beside his bed. I see him standing there gorgeous as ever. That's when I realised I need him, it's not Josh I want it's Rye.
I advance over towards him, and begin to rub his dick through his pants, he lets out a moan before he pushes my hand away and readjusts himself.
Rye "Andy, your not in the right state of mind."
Andy "I know what I want. I want you Rye."
Rye "Andy..."
I cut him off by straddling his lap and smashing our lips together, our tongues battle for dominance and I begin to rub myself against Rye. I need this.
RYES POV*
What am I doing. He's upset and this is so wrong, but it feels so right. I decided to take control by picking him up and laying him on the bed. I take control and begin kissing down his neck which earns a moan from him. I smirk and continue down his body kissing over his trousers before pulling them down his legs and rubbing his through his boxers.

ANDYS POV*
I've missed this. The way he kisses down me. Teases me. Fucks me. Before I know it he's sucking, licking and doing wonderful things to me.
"Ry-ee" I moan loudly. He sucks harder and begins to deep throat my member. It soon becomes to much and I release my load into his mouth. He flips me onto all fours before grabbing the lube and condom from the draw. He rolls the condom down his thick, long length. He puts lube over my entrance before inserting a finger which causes me to let out a string of incoherent words. He pushes in a second and a third and he begins pumping faster making me moan
Andy "Rye, fuck me."
Rye "What's the magic word Andrew."
Andy "Pl-ea-se"
Rye "It's actually abracadabra but since you asked nicely."
Before I could gain my breath his length slammed into me causing me to let out a scream of pleasure.

He begins getting faster and faster. I can tell he's close by his sloppy thrusts. I rub my dick bringing me closer to my release. Rye pulls out after releasing while I finish my self off while he kisses my neck. I release and we clean ourselves up before laying in bed together. I walked to the bathroom, to adjust myself and to think everything trough. I just had sex with my ex boyfriend, who I'm maybe is gonna get back together with? But I had sex with my old high school boyfriend in a toilet in the army. I'm a horrible person. Like I know Ryes feelings towards me, and I do love him more than anything, but the truth is that since me and Josh had sex, the feelings I've had for him or maybe still have for him is coming back. And I don't know what to do, besides that the most amazing boy in the whole world is laying in bed next door waiting for me to come in, but he still cheated on me?

Can I let that go? Or is it forever going to haunt me?
I walked back into the room seeing Rye standing at the end of the bed, his liked was mixed with sad, surprised and mad. I'm really confused at the point, but then I see him with my phone, I then knew what it was about*
Rye "Who the hell is Josh? And why are you saying, you love him fucking you?" *He said. His voice cracked in the end of 'You'