Love is torture

Chapter 5 - Happy again

Hello there my fellow Kpopers :3 ♥ i Got a bit confused about this chapter cuz i got sooo many ideas and it took me a while to choose :/ As i told you , starting from this chapter , the story is Unreal (You can say its how i want my dream to come true haha) i Hope you enjoy reading it ♥ Thank you for your support ♡

February , 13th , 2015 :

It's my first year in Highschool , it's almost one year since i fell in love with Kyungsoo♡  i Wanted to focus a bit on my studies for the next 3 years so i can get that University scholarship in Korea , But i couldn't help it but to keep thinking about him.. His love pushed me to care more about my futur ♡ Days were passing quickly , normally , boring as usual , Painful .. cuz being in Love isn't easy .. cuz Love is torture .

Once i was in Physics class ; until i've been called to the administrator's Office .. but i didn't know why .. i was afraid that he knew about what i wrote about him in the Girls toilet haha.

He asked me to sit down and then a weird silence occured ..

Admin: Listen Israa..

Me : If u wanna talk about the things i wrote it wasn't on purpose , we were out of toilet paper so i wanted to report it in a .. Weird way.

Admin : No , i wanted to talk to you about a sholarship .. Wait , what things??

Me : Ohh .. nothing.. :3 carry on please, what scholarship?

Admin : a few days ago .. Some people came from the Korean embassy and they said that they want to give a scholarship to whoever passes an exam they're organizing. i Suggested you and Noor (a girl from the other class) . So what do u think?

Me : me? korea? Scholarship? Are you trying to prank me again? cuz it's not working anymore.

Admin : you want the scholarship or not?

Me : Why such dumb question? OF COURSE I D.O !!!!!! :DD When is the exam?

Admin : in 2 weeks , prepare yourself well , cuz i know you want it more than Noor so u gotta work hard ok?

Me : i Will sure , i promise that i won't let you down .

i Left his office .. as soon as i walked off the door , i covered my mouth with my hand and i felt some tears of joy going down my cheeks .. Is my life really getting better? am i going a step closer to meet D.O? someone pinch me please. ♡♥♡

When i got back home , i Discussed it with my parents and they felt really happy about it ♡ Then i grabbed my Phone and i looked at my Home screen which was my Kyungsoo's picture ♥ and i said : Baby , i'm Happy again , i feel like i'm going to take a one step closer to you , we'll be breathing same air , in one city , who knows? maybe i'll study in your Highschool , ASKDHKFHS I CANT DESCRIBE MY HAPPINESS.

The next day , i Started to study the subjects we"re taking on that exam , which are korean, english, maths , Physics and other ones. 2 Weeks are a short period to study all these subjects , but i'll work my butt off so i can get that scholarship .. i wonder how is highschool in korea.. Will i be able to meet Kyungsoo? will i be able to show him how much i'm addicted to him? Days will give the answer. i Started to self-study korean by downloading books , and through websites , a Bit hard but i didnt care about it as long as i'm focusing on my dream .

2 weeks passed and the exam day arrived, i can't tell you how nervous i was , MY STUPID ALARM didn't ring in time so i didn't even have breakfast for like 4 days .. i was pale and weak but i gathered my power and headed to school .

We were in a big classroom and there were about 20 candidats from all around my region so i felt nervous.

When exams papers were given to us .. i felt a bit dizzy cuz i wasn't having my meals properly in the past few days .. i wasn't feeling very well but even with having that , i tried to work as much as i can to answer the questions correctly .. Kyungsoo saying Fighting! was going around my head .. so i decided to forget the hunger. suddenly, i almost fainted ..the nurse came to see what's going on with me ..i didn't agree at first cuz exam's time was short and i was afraid that i wont be able to finish in time..she gave me a snack to get energy and i rushed to finish the exam but .. unfortunately .. i didnt answer 2 questions.. i really felt sorry :'( :'(

after 10 Hours .. we completed the exams .. Other candidats were discussing the answers .. i noticed they were different from mine.. and i got really scared that i almost cried.

"Results will be announced after 1 week .. stay updated" one of the teachers said.

Wanna know if i got the scholarship or not?? you'll find out in the next chapter. ;)

So did you like this chapter? please let me know thourgh comments guys ^^ and if there anything not good about it tell me plz i'll be happy hearing your opinions .. ♥♥ See you in next chapter ♥♥ i Love youu