Babe... This Is Why I Can't Love You (Skrillex Sad Love Story)

Chapter Four- THE END

**sonny's pov**

It's been devastating ever since we figured out she has... you know, cancer, we have been leaving her here whenever there was a concerts.

And yesterday, she coughed up blood. I'm worried about her. She now sits on the bus doing nothing but sitting in her bunk writing in her little book, with her oxygen tank that never leaves her side.

I walked up to her bunk, "Whatcha writing?" I smirked. "Oh nothing. I'll let you read it soon" she smiled. I haven't seen her smile in a while. "I love you" I told her. She smiled again. "I love your smile"

"Thank you. I like your face". "Wanna head to McDonalds?" I asked her. "I'm not hungry. No thank you". "Oh please, you haven't are anything in 2 days." I begged.

"Fiiiine. But you're paying" she gave in. "Yay!". She walked off the bus with me with the hoodie over her head and the oxygen tank following behind.

She just ordered just a vanilla milkshake. "That's all?" I asked her. She nodded.

After food we went back to the bus, she laid down to take a nap. Her book was placed next to her, do I read it? No.

•••

Waking up, I heard Nay crying. I ran to the bathroom,"S-sonny... help... me" she whispered. Blood was everywhere. On the sink, in it too, around the toilet and all over the floor.

And all of that was coming from her mouth. "DRIVE TO THE HOSPITAL NOW!" I yelled to the driver. I could feel the bus move lightning fast.

I picked Nay up and put her onto my back. I ran out the bus doors, running into the hospital. "How can I help- oh dear" the nurse said and put Nay into a wheelchair. They left me behind, I had to wait in the waiting room.

I kept bobbing my leg, please be okay nay. "Mr.Moore?" I looked up. "Nay only has 1 hour to live. I'm sorry. Would you like to see her?". I nodded with tears in my eyes.

I went up I her, she turned we head to me and smiled. I pulled up a chair next to her bed and held her hand tight. "They only gave me an hour to live Sonny" her voice was raspy. "I know. I'm afraid".

"Oh what?". "You leaving me". I sniffed. "It's gonna be okay." "No it won't. We've only been together for 2 months. And now I'm being forced to say goodbye".

"Look at the clock" she said. I looked over. We only have 10 minutes together....

"Not enough time". "Look at me. Sonny Moore, you've given me the best months of my life. And if I could, I would replay it all over again." She smiled.

"And I want you to have this." She handed me the little book she would always write in. "I need you to keep this forever and never loose it. Pinky promise?" she held out her little pinky. "Pinky promise." I looped mine around hers.

"It's becoming harder for me to breathe." She huffed for air. "Don't go please" I begged.

"I love you" she whispered and her eyes closed. Then her heartbeat flatlined.

"I love you too" I kept crying. I never let loose of her hand. "Mr.Moore, I'm so sorry. But we have to take her away".

"Please no..." about five nurses came and drugged me out of the room.

•••

They were finally able to get me back on the bus.

The Book...

I reached for the book and opened it to the first page.

It wasn't a story, nor a poem.

It was a letter.

Dear Sonny,

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Okay homies, the note will be on the next chapter...

I'm crying over here, help....