Babe... This Is Why I Can't Love You (Skrillex Sad Love Story)

The Note...

Dear Sonny,

I'm gone now and I'm sorry for wasting your time. But please keep reading...

I still remember when we first met, we were in the hospital. Which was the same place we said goodbye at.

All those days you told me you love me and I never said it back. It broke my heart, I knew if I told you that I loved you all the time, you were gonna be destroyed even more when you never hear it again.

From the 2 months when we were dating, you said 'I Love You' exactly 849 times! Yes I counted them all, I love you too baby.

I was never actually scared of dying, I was only scared what was after. Please don't go to my grave and cry, for I will not be there. I'm in your heart and will forever be.

For my funeral, don't dress me up fancy. Tank top and ripped jeans will do.

If there ever is a chance you think of me, don't cry. Crying will make my soul only sadder.

Sonny, I also want you to have all my things. Doesn't matter what you take, as long as I know you'll have something to remember me.

Don't you ever think of this as a "Goodbye". It's more of a "I'll see you soon".

Because I will always be by your side. At concerts, whenever you're hanging with your friends, sheesh even if you have another girlfriend. Just to be creepy, I'll even check you out in the shower.

But never think I'm out of your life forever, because you would be lying to yourself.

I love you Sonny Jonathan Moore, and always remember that....

Love Nay :)