You Can't Change Me (Jeff The Killer Fanfiction)

Distinct Memories

Emeraldas POV

"BEN." Jeff growled. I looked in the living room to see a short dude in a green tunic. He had blonde hair, and his eyes were black with red dots as pupils. He had an evil smirk across his face, and he was looking me up and down. I cringed, and hid behind Jeff to avoid his wandering gaze. "Woah, dude. Hold up a sec. This is that girl you were supposed to kill!" BEN said, pointing at Jeff. Jeff tilted his head to the side. "What? I've never met her before in my life, BEN. You've really lost it." BEN walked over to Jeff slowly, intimidating me with his slow cat-like movements. "No Jeff. She watched the video, and you went out to kill her. Remember? You put those scars on her face." BEN said, raising his hand up to my face and tracing the outline of my scars. I gasped, and looked at Jeff. His eyes were wide, and he suddenly doubled over, holding his head. "Wh-What's happening?! Make it STOP!" Jeff yelled. He fell to the floor, and I got down on my knees beside him. "Jeff! SLENDER! HELP!" I called. Slender popped up, and took one look at Jeff. "Damn you BEN. He's remembering." Slender said. I was confused. "Remembering? What the hell are you talking about?" Slender put his hand to my forehead, and scenes of my parents dead flashed through my mind. Jeff attacking me, me killing all those people.. Oh my God. I snapped out of my trance, and saw that Jeff was standing up, and facing me. His head was tilted downwards, his eyes looking dead at me, a dangerous smile across his face. A sudden feeling of rage surged through my body, and I clenched my fists. "You motherfucker." And then I pounced. My spikes poked through my skin, and I latched my fingernails into his arms. Jeff took out his knife, and sliced at my hands. He hit the side of my hand, and I hissed, retracting my hand. While I was surveying the damage, Jeff took a hold of my throat, and stabbed me in the stomach. But the thing is, I didn't feel it. I didn't feel anything. Only my feelings raged through me, fueling my need to kill this murderous bastard. But then again, what am I? I killed all of those people back at the hospital, relentlessly. Using the same knife that is currently lodged in my stomach; oh the irony. I yanked the knife out, and threw it to the side. The reality of what was happening sunk in, and I dropped to my knees. Jeff liked me when he couldn't remember.. And I liked him when I didn't remember.. No, I can't like him now. He turned me into a monster. You know you like him. No. You want him. NO. He likes you. NO! I gripped the sides of my hair, and pulled, trying to drown out the noises of my tormenting thoughts. "Emeralda, stop it, let go." I looked up, and Masky was shaking my shoulders, snapping me out of whatever state I was in. A tear slipped out of my eye. "Im a monster." I whimpered. Masky held me for a second, examining my face. Then, unexpectedly, he pulled me into a hug. "We're all monsters, we just can't see them until they choose to show themselves." Masky whispered. I looked at everyone behind him. BEN was smiling, watching Jeff sitting in a corner and rocking back and forth. Sally was standing at the bottom of the stairs, clutching her teddy bear, watching us intently. Hoody was peering in through a window, while Slender was nowhere to be seen. Masky let go of me, and before I knew what was going on, I had walked over to Jeff, and sat beside him. He looked at me, and back at the wall. "You can't change me. You won't change me, Emeralda. You can't change me." He chanted menacingly. I watched him for a second, letting the words process in my mind. Is he being tormented like me? I was disrupted from my thoughts when a wave of thunder shook the house. I jumped and Jeff wrapped his arm around me protectively. But the instant he did it, he pulled back and pushed me away from him. "You won't change me." He glared at me. Rain pounded outside, and I allowed a tear to slip down my cheek. "Then I won't try." I whispered, and ran out into the rain.