Ch.4) once again

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"I love... all of you..."

You said. You waited for a response but nothing happened.

"I can't choose between you guys because I love all of you and I don't want to disappoint anyone...I care about you too much." You felt tears running down your cheeks as you spoke.

Taehyung suddenly pulled you close to him and wrapped you in a hug. He stayed in that position for a while. You couldn't help but feel loved and cared for. It made you happy.

"It's alright (Y/N). I understand."

"Really?"

"Of course."

You smiled gently and embraced him in a hug aswell.

"But I want you to know that I still love you with all my heart and that I won't stop fighting for you. But I will support you with whoever you choose.."

You felt so happy that he understood.

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After that episode with Tae you decided to go see what the others were up to.

You were about to go into the lounge when you were pulled into a room. You looked around frantically to see who it was. Your eyes met two familiar doe eyes.

"Jungkook?" You asked. Gasping for air as you were so shocked by the sudden ocurance.

"What happened last night?" He asked, folding his arms. "I heard Hoseok-hyung's voice."

"Oh. Uh... we were talking about...um"

You began. Jungkook seemed to be getting impatient with you. He looked at you straight in the eyes and said," I don't like being lied to." He said. Anger laced in his voice.

You sighed. "He confessed to me..." You noticed Jungkook's expression change. He seemed worried. He moved away from you and sat on his bed.

"Didn't you accept him?" He asked sounding sad.

You walked over to Jungkook and sat next to him. He just kept staring at his feet. You shook your head slowly. "No...I didnt"

Jungkook seemed to light up at those words. "Really?" He asked. He was trying to sound apologetic but he just sounded too happy.

You nodded your head. He couldn't help but smile. "Why?" He asked.

"I- I'm unable to choose..."

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"I like you too..." You confirmed.

He was in complete shock. " 'Aswell'?"
He asked, clearly confused.

"I like you...but I also like Hoseok...." He seemed very angry. As if he was willing to fight for you....Which he was.

"And... I also like Taehyung..." His eyes widened.

"T-Taehyung? Why?" He asked with fear laced in his tone.

"He confessed to me earlier this morning." You explained. "What did you tell him..?" Jungkook eagerly asked. "I told him that I liked..all of you.." now Jungkook seemed really confused. "I like you...I like Hobi...I like Taehyung....I like yoongi..SeokJin...Namjoon and..Jimin." I confessed. I realised that I had feelings for all of them when Hoseok told me that they all had a crush on me. I realised that I couldn't live without them..

I thought Jungkook would be weirded out or mad at me. Without realising it, I started to cry. He noticed my tears and came closer to me. He gently wiped my cheeks with his thumb.

"Please don't hate me.." I blurted out.
"Why would I hate you. I love you." He said. I looked up and my eyes met his. "(Y/N) I'm not mad at you and I'm not gonna force you to be with me. I understand that you love all of you and I'll support you and whoever you choose." He smiled brightly revealing his beautiful bunny smile that made your heart flutter.

"But...can I ask for a favour?" He began.

I hesitated but nodded anyway.

"Can I have a kiss?" He shyly asked me, his gaze not leaving my face. I blushed a little bit but...I agreed to it. I should at least make up for leaving him last night.

He moved in slowly and carefully as if approaching a wild animal. He closed the gap between the two of you. You closed your eyes and felt his soft lips lightly brush against yours. He whispered,"You don't have to kiss back.." as he said that he closed the gap completely and kissed you. You don't know what made you do it but you kissed him back. The kiss was slow and passionate. You could tell that if he ever got the chance to be with you, he'd never let you go.

The kiss lasted and bout a minute before you parted away from him. He hung his head, thinking you didn't want to anymore. "Sorry. I guess it lasted longer than I thought . hehe"

"No its not that. I just thought that you were getting bored of it. I'm not the best kisser." You rubbed the back of you neck as you blushed.

"W-What? No! Never! I'd never get bored of kissing you!" He said quickly reassuring you.

You blushed harder than before. Jungkook seemed to be blushing aswell.

"Well I promise that I'll take you into consideration." You smiled at him. "But if you don't, please promise me we'll stay friends." He said.

You walked to the door and smiled at him. "Of course."

TBC~~

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