"Jimin I...." you paused. You can't believe this. Is he serious.
He lifted his head slowly. His silver hair covering his eyes. You couldn't think straight. You bent down a bit and brushed his hair away from his eyes.
His sad, puppy eyes broke your heart. You hated seeing him like this.
You snapped out of your thoughts and realised that you were holding his cheek in your hand. He had stopped crying but his eyes...
...They were bloodshot! Then you noticed your shirt...
...It was wet. Completely soaked in tears.
Did he really love you? Was he just over reacting?
...did any of the boys... really love you?
You were so deep in thought that you hadn't notice jimin stand up. He still had those sad puppy eyes. It really broke your heart to see him like this.
Without noticing, you started crying. You didn't want to disappoint Jimin but....you didnt want to disappoint the others either.
You looked up at jimin. He was crying aswell. He cupped the sides of your face and brushed his thumbs over your cheeks, wiping away your tears. You did the same to him.
You had been standing there for a few moments before jimin spoke.
"What am I doing?.. how could I be so selfish."
You locked eyes with him. Without thinking, you wrapped my hands around his neck...
"Your not selfish jimi-" you started but he cut you off.
"YES I AM!!!" He shouted, surprising you. You didn't move your hands.
"Here I am, telling you that l can't live without you. All I'm thinking about is myself. Yet I know...all the other members feel the same about you. They're practicality my family...I can't take you away from them. I'm so sorry!"
He continued.
He started to break down once again. " Why! Why was I chosen to be a member of this band?! Why was I cared for!? WHY WAS I EVEN BORN!!!!?? All I cause is trouble..." the last part came out as barely a whisper.
Without thinking, you brought his face closer to yours and without warning..kissed him.
No no no no no no!!
You thought.
You realised what you were doing and tried to pull back but... he was pulling you closer.
His hands, around your waist. His lips, moulding with yours. His body, comforting.
No! This isn't right! What have I done?!
You broke the kiss. "No! Why?! What have I done!?" You said. "Jimin..I'm so sorry."
He looked at you, sad and hurt.
" Your not the selfish one, Jimin. I am..." You started crying again.
The amount of crying you have done throughout this whole day... you were still surprised that you weren't dehydrated.
"I listened to Jungkook's confession, Hoseok's confession, Taehyung's confession, Jin's confession...and yours... and still all I'm thinking about is myself. Why am I here?! Why was I born?!" You completely broken down.
You were too ashamed to make eye contact with Jimin. You didn't want to see his disappointed face. You were waiting for him to say something but... nothing happened.
Until...
TBC~~
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I'm so evil
Sorry that the chapters are so short but let's be honest... I'm updating these chapters faster than any other wattpad book.
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