love that is torture

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                       Analeaha's POV
I woke up by my alarm,I try and sit up but was brought a shooting pain in my head. I tried to remember what happened last night but it was all a blur. The only thing I know is that I got drunk at a party me and Briana went to. Briana. Even thinking about her name made me smile. I get up and go toy bathroom to take some Asprin. I look up to my mirror and take a good look at my reflection. All I see,is a fat girl,that's very ugly,I don't know why someone like Briana would like me. I go to my closet and pick my out fit for the day. I picked a gray sweater along with a gray shirt,some black jeans,and white convers. And a gray Bennie

I get dressed,and go downstairs. I see my dad passed out on the couch,with a bunch of empty beer bottles around him. My dad was very nice,but ever since my mom left us he was drink alot. He doesn't hurt me he just drink alot. Mostly when I'm not home or I'm asleep,I would go to his room to see him crying. It hurt me having to see my father struggle to keep me in school and pay our house bills. I put a blanket over him and leave the house. I usually skip breakfast, because I'm not all that hungry in the morning. I keep walking to school when I see a blue mustang pull up behind me. I had recognized it,it was the car of Aidan,the most popular boy in school. He drinks alot and he comes to school drunk half the time. "Hey baby.why don't I give you a ride" he said besides me. "I'd rather walk then ride with you Aidan" I snap back at him. "Ooo, feisty,that's how I like em" he said smirking. "Just leave me alone Aidan" I say walking a little faster,"no,I'm not letting a gal like you walk right out of my hands". I start to ignore him and keep walking to school, until he got out of the car. He grabes my wrist "come on baby,I know you wanna come",I try and break his grasp but he was very strong. "Leave her alone!!" I hear someone say,I turn around and see Briana. I instantly get a smile on my face, she was so beautiful. She runs up to Aidan while he was still holding on to my wrist. "Let her go now!" Briana says trying to get his grasp to loosen. "Now now briana,I know how much you want her to have a boyfriend.so here I am" he said. Briana slaps him making him back up a bit,but also making him loosen his grip. She grabes my hand and runs. We get to school and she was panting heavily. "Are you okay?! He didn't hurt you did he?!!?" She said checking my face. "I'm fine Briana I'm fine" I say, she sighs and stops yelling. "Sorry,I was just worried he would have done something to you if I hadn't came there earlier". I was debating non to hug her to thank her for saving me,but she beat me to it. She brings me in for a hug, and I hug her back. "Don't you ever scare me like that.ever again!!" She says. "I promise you bri,I won't" I say smiling.
                     Brianna's POV
Me and Ana have been friends since grade school,my life hasn't been better. Of course I'm dating Joseph and I do like him,but just not love him. I realised I was bi when we had started high school,and soon after I realised I had a crush on Ana. I didn't know what it was. Her smile,her laugh,the way she sings. She has such a beautiful voice but she thinks it's ugly. Soon after high school started I met Joseph. He confessed he had feelings for me and I decided to date him to hid my feelings for Ana. But when I saw Ana being harassed by Aidan,I knew I had to save her. I've seen Ana get hurt by bullies at school,it hurts me to see her just take it and not show emotions. When deep inside I know she just wants someone to love her. I let go of her and looked at her up and down. She wasn't hurt badly but,she looked hot in what she was wearing. "Umm Briana,my eyes are right her" Ana said snapping me back into reality. "O-oh,yeah sorry I was uhh just checking for any cuts or bruises" I say. We start to walk to class,"why don't you ever call me to take you to school with me" I say. "I don't wanna bother you so I just walk.besides I like to walk". "How can you like to walk when that asshole is always harassing you" I say,"I'm not as fazed by it anymore" she says looking down. "Oh don't give me that bullshit" I say,"your riding with me to school tomorrow got it" I say. "Fine" she says,we start walking again when I feel a pair of arms on my shoulder. "Hey babe" Joseph says,"hey johseph" I say. He takes his arm off my shoulders and starts to walk with us.
                        Ana's POV
I hate Joseph and I always have. I know he's cheating on Briana,why would he do that. She is such an amazing girl,she doesn't deserve him she deserves much better. "What's with the long face Ana" johseph says,"nothing,just not feeling so good" I say. We get to class and I sit in the far corner of the classroom. I bring out my sketch book and start to draw,it was a drawing of me and Briana. When we were in middle school,she would come to my house and she would pose then I would draw her. I see Briana talking to her friends and they all look at me and giggle. I was weirded out,were they talking about me? I ignore them and Briana comes and sits next to me,"now that we're alone,what's wrong" she says. "Like I said nothing,I'm just not feeling well" I say,"bull shit, something is bothering you.now tell me or I'll force it out of you" she says smirking. I knew,when she smirks like that,I'm in huge trouble. "Fine I'll tell you. It's just this person I like" I tell her. "Oh,whos the guy" she asks,"i-its not a guy...it's a girl" I say. "Oh. Its okay I understand. I don't care if you like a girl I love you the way you are" she says. I smile,I love her but it's hard to hide these feelings when I just wanna kiss her so bad. My thoughts are interrupted by our teacher starting class. The teacher was teaching the same thing from the other day so I didn't pay much attention. I ended up spacing out for the rest of the period. The rang so I quickly gather my stuff and head over  to my next class.
                      (End of the day)
I was walking home alone like always,when I saw a mysterious car in my drive way. I get to my house to see that there was a woman in my house. "Daddy,who's she?" I ask coming into living room,he turns around. "O-oh honey,your home,uhh this is uhh my friend",I put my stuff down and start to go to my room. "Sweetie,can you go to Briana's house,me and my friend have to talk",he says. "Uhh okay? Just let me get some clothes I might stay the night there" I say. I go to my room and realise I left my computer in my dad's room. I go into his room and get my computer,I open it to see there are a bunch of tabs on how to look for a prostitutes. I quickly get out of the room and go downstairs to my father and show him the tab,"d-daddy,why" I say. Why would my do this? Does he need attention that bad?! "Honey-" before he can finish I run out,and go to Briana's house. I don't think giving someone money to have sex with you is right. I get to her house and knock on her door,her mother opens it. "Ana! How good to see you!! Briana is upstairs in her room" she says. "Thank you Miss", I go up to Briana's room. Her mother was the only actual mother figure I actually had. I knock on Briana's door and she opens it,"oh hey ana-" she stops as soon as she see's my tear stained face. "Omg! What's wrong" she pulls me into her room,"m-my dad is sleeping w-with a p-prostitute" I say. "Oh Ana,I'm sorry. Your gonna stay here the night and that's not a question" she says. She goes downstairs and I hear her tell her mom,she come back up with some food. She lays down and I lay down too,"it'll be okay,your dad is just going through a hard time since you asshole of a mom left you guys" she says. "I just don't think it's right to pay someone to sleep with you,it's like Joseph paying you to date him" I say. "I know,but he is just in a hard place so give him some time" she says. She gets up,"let's cheer up! I have some new movies we can watch!" She says doing weird movements. I giggle,she can make me laugh even in my hard times. She puts the movies on we watch them. Half way through the third movie I start to fall asleep,I check the clock,it was almost 10. My eyes start to close,but I quickly open them. Then my tiredness took over.
                    Briana's POV
I feel some weight on my shoulder and see Ana fast asleep. I carefully get up and get her some PJs,I get her into her PJs and put her under the covers. I spend some time on my phone until going to bed. I look at Ana and see her face,it was like a book I read. The outsiders, the main character,Ponyboy. He said that he thinks that some people look younger when they sleep,and it's true. Ana looked younger then 16 years old while she was sleeping. I carefully put my arm around her and close my eyes. I wish we could be together,but she doesn't like me. She likes another person. I hear her move around,she turns around to me and a take my hand off of her. Suddenly she puts her arms around me,I smile and put my arm back around her. "Goodnight Ana" I say,"goodnight Briana" I hear her say.
                  (In the morning)
I wake up to my alarm and see Ana all dressed on her phone. "Morning sleepy head" she says after she notices me awake. "Why are you up so early" I say sitting up. "Eh,it's okay 6:30 and I usually wake up earlier then that" she says. I get up to change when I hear Ana talking on the phone. "Daddy. I know your not answering the phone and I kinda know why but...I'm sorry.i just don't want to go back if that's what I'm going to see in our house. I love you Daddy" I hear her say. I change into some skinny jeans that were ripped up,and a gray shirt,some white shoes.