Mate or Nah

The Call

I picked up my phone to check the time and was greeted by a picture Alaina and i on my lock screen.The pain of missing her was suddenly sharp, tears threatened to escape, and i couldn't let that happen atleast not here infront of Alison and all these music club people. As i got  up to leave the room i felt a tiny hand placed on my right arm, I looked over my shoulder to see Alison

"Hey Z are you alright whats wrong?" she asked a look of concern etched onto her face 

I stared at  Alisonshe was everything like my Alaina. She was short and beautiful with the softest looking pink lips, the only thing that made them different was that Alaina had the silkiest brunette hair I had ever seen but Alison has black hair.

Oh lord I thought I have to get out of here the more I stand here admiring Alison is the harder it was becoming to hold the tears that so desperately wanted escape up. I turned around brushing Alisons hand away from my arm and running out the music club door. Phone in hand I dialed Alainas numer and waited for her to pick up.

"Babe!" she picked up on the second ring 

" Sweetheart I am so sorry about how things ended between us" I blurted out 

"I-I missed you" She cried out her sobs breaking through more than the actual words. It always broke my heart to hear her cry especially when it was over me

"Please dont cry hun i missed you so much more than you could ever imagine" I croaked out more tears streaming down my face as i spoke

"It was all my fault i'm so sorry i had to leave you babe I love you" she said at her words my heart sped up and i couldnt help the smile that reached my face.

"I love you to Alaina" was all I managed to say before my phone was yanked out of my hands by none other than Mr. Tall Dark and Handsome

"Who is this, Why are you talking to my mate?"  He growled out his eyes growing darker.

"M- mate Zydeja has a mate, Zydeja Zydeja baby answer the phone please I need to talk to you I love you baby answer the phone" Alaina kept calling for me but he would not give me the phone 

"Tyler please give me the phone I love her please just give me the phone" I beeged but he just kept staring at me with this sad look in his eyes.

"Your a lesbian" he asked his voice broken and pained 

"Yes" i responded

With that he turned away and left but not before returning my phone and giving me the most gut wrenching look ever that had my wolf howling in pain.

" Hello hello Zydeja are you there, baby who was that was that your mate?"

" Hello Alaina baby I gotta go"

" Wait was that your mate"

"Yes I-I gotta go bye" I said right before hanging up 

Why did my heart feel so heavy with guilt? Why do I feel so epmty and why do I have the urge to find my mate? All these questions ran through my head as i re-entered the music room and took my seat beside Alison.