I pulled out a blade from my night stand and with my hands shaking....I've done one cut. It hurts but feels good at the same time. I don't know how many cuts have I done but the last thing I remember is when I heard some one yelling my name then every thing went black
Ryes pov.
I went back to Peters house because I left my phone there. Peter said I left it in Andys room. I went up the stairs but when I wanted to go in but the door was locked. I heard Andy crying and screaming. Oh my.. I starting yelling Andys name hope he would come out but he didn't . I broke the door in and saw Andy in his bed while his hand was bleeding and a blade was in his other hand. NO.
R:ANDY! I ran up to him and tried to wake him up.
R:OH MY GOD! PETER!!!
Peter ran up and saw me and Andy.
P:FUCK! ANDY!!!!
We called an ambulance and I went with Andy and Peter stayed at home till his dad camee home because he didn't pick up the phone.
Andys pov.
I slowly opened my eyes. I saw a bright light. I looked around. Fuck. I'm in a hospital. But wait who is this? I turned my head and saw Rye.
A:R-Rye.
R:Shh . Don't speak.
He held my hands and started crying.
A:Please don'r cry..
R:Why did you do this? Andy.. why? He said whipping away his tears.
A:.....
Ryes phone rang.
R:Hey babe
R:Yeah I'm still in the hospital with Andy.
R:Okay, Bye.
He putted his phone down and sat next to me. The doctor came in.
D: MR.Fowler, you can go home tonight if you feel alright.
A:thanks, doctor.
R:come on, I will help you to get up.
I grabbed my phone then we went down to his car. He drove me home then we said bye to each other. I went in and Peter was waiting for me. He had a black eye.
A:Peter? What happened?!
P:Dad...he said and started crying.
A:DID HE HIT YOU?!
P:Y-yes..
A:I SWEAR I WILL KILL THIS MOTHER FUCKER! Dad came down the stairs and stood infront of us.
D:Did you say some thing little one?!
A:Why did you hit Peter?!
D:Because . He said and hitted me.
A:fuck you! I said and he hitted me again.
P:ENOUGH!
D:SHUT THE FUCK UP!
A: NO! HE IS RIGHT IT'S ENOUGH NOW! I hitted him and he felt down to the floor.
He stood up and tried to hit me.
A: A-a! I said and grabbed his hand and pushed him back. I turned around but Peter pushed me away. I turned around and he kicked our dad back.
A:Thanks, bro.
P:nope, bro.
D:DO YOU KNOW WHAT?! IT'S REALLY ENOUGH!DO YOU KNOW THE REASON WHY I DON'T COME HOME EVERY DAY? FIRST, CAUSE OF YOU ALL! AND SECOND, I CHEATED ON YOUR MOM BEFORE SHE DIED! AND NOW I FUCK MY NEW GIRLFRIEND EVERY DAY!
A/P:UGH! We said at the same time and hitted dad really hard . His nose was bleeding and he got a black eye.
A:GET THE FUCK OUT!
P:NOW!
Dad got up and ran out.
We closed the door and Peter sat down.
A:wait there. I went up to the fridge and got out some freezed bean.
A:For your eyes. I said and gave it to him.
P:Thank you so much lil Bro.
A:nope.
P:how is your arm is?
A:Its still hurts but its okay.
P:Why did you do this?
A:I-
P:Don't worry you don't need to answer.
A:Okay, Thanks.
P:We should go to sleep its almost 3AM.
A:yeah. We went into our own rooms . I got my clothes off and went to sleep.
In the morning
My alarm rang so I knew it was school time. I slowly got up and done my morning rutine. I wanted to go down butI heard my ringtone.
Phone call
A:Hello?
R:Hey Andy its me Rye.
A:Oh hey. Whats up?
R:You know I'm living in London now?
A:yeah?
R:I will go to the same school as you so if you want we can go together.
A:Sure.
R:Okay thanks. Bye Andy.
A:Bye Ryan.
End of phone call
I went down to the kitchen and saw Peter. He said he is done with school and he has holidays now. So I went out and waited for Rye.
I saw a car. It was familiar. Its Ryes car.
R:Hey Fovvs. I missed this nickname. Especially from his lips.
A:Hey Rye.
R:Get in mate.
A:Okay.
I got in the car and sat next to him.
R:How is your arm?
A:Its fine. How are you and Beth?
R:We are fine. She goes to the same school as us. She is the captain of the Cheerleaders.
A:Wow thats great.
R:yeah.
In the school
We went in and everybody was looking at us. There were fuckboys and fuckgirls too. This school is like in the movies.
We wanted to go into the hall but some one wanted to kick Ryan with a ball but I catched it.
A:Wtf?! A guy stood infront of me. His name was Jackson because his friends were yelling his name.
J:Give me the ball blondie.
A:Why would I give it back? You wanted to kick my friend with that ball.
R:Don't worry mate if I want I can kick the shit out of him.
J:Come on bro. He wanted to punch Rye in the face but Rye held his hand in his air.
R:A-A! He said and pushed him back . He fell onto the floor and started crying.
A:Fuckboy chh.
R:Thank you Andy for being here.
A:You were right, you can protect yourself you don't need me. I said smiling.
R:Always need ya mate ,alwayd need ya.
These words just melt my heart. He said he needs me! Oh my gosh! In the outside I'm calm but in the inside I'm like a girl. I love this boy so much. But then my happines turned into sadness...
Yeah,Elizabeth was there. She jumped on Rye and kissed him. Ugh. I want to kiss him I want to hug him. But Elizabeth is a sweet girl she is not even a bitch I hate her more because of this.
A:Khm...
R:Oh sorry Andy.
E:Hey Andy.
A:Hey Elizabeth.
We heard the bell ringing.
E:Oh sorry but I need to get to class . Bye guys. She said kissed Ryan then went to class.
A:We should go too.
R:Yeah lets go.
Our first lesson is Math . Ugh. No matter Rye is sitting next to me so I don't care until I can see him.
*skip a few classes*
It's lunch time. We sat down to a table. Me Rye and Beth were sitting at the same table.
*after lunch*
R:I can drive you home if you want to.
A:Okay, thanks bro.
R:Nope bro.
I wanted to turn to the car direction but I bumped into some one and fell onto the floor.
A:Aou.
I looked up and saw a boy.. we both were just sitting there and looked each other. He has green eyes curly hair He is in the same class as me but I didn't know what is his name is.
B:Oh sorry. He said and helped me up.
A:Its okay.
B:I'm Brooklyn but you can call me Brook.
A:Andrew but call me Andy.
B:Nice to meet you Andy.
A:Nice to meet you too Brook.
R:Andy I really need to go, me and Beth will go on a date.
A:Don't worry I will walk home.
B:No, I will drive you home don't worry.
A:Thanks mate.
R:Okay thank you. Bye guys.
A/B:Bye!
We talked a lot . Brooklyn is so funny and cute. We gave each others number too.
B:Oh sheeet .
A:What wrong?
B:Its all most 5PM!!
A:What?!
B:Mate we are talking about 3 hours now. He said laughing.
A:Jeez . I said laughing.
B:Come on, I will drive you home.
A:Thanks.
I gave him my adress then he drove me home.
I got out of the car but Brook followed me.
A:What mate? I said smiling.
B:We are neighbords I'm living next door.
A:Wow! That cool!
B:Yess!
We laughed then said good bye . I went up to the door but it was opened. Peter always lock it. May he left it open or I hope so.
I went in and looked for Peter.
I saw blood all over the floor then saw a bleeding body.
A:OH MY GOD! PETER!!
I ran up to him and tried to wake him up. He didn't wake up. I called the hospital and the Police too.
I told every thing to the police man then went straight into the hospital.
At the hospital
A:Good evening!
L(lady):Good evening! Can I help you?
A:Yes, where is Peter Fowler?
L:He is in the room 29.
A:Thank you. I went into the room and saw 5 doctor who were standing around Peter so I coudn't see him. They said I need to wait outside. I went out and sat on a chair. I tried to call Rye but he didn't pick up so I left him a voice message then called Brooklyn. After 10min. They got into the hospital and stayed there with me. A doctor came out and the other doctors walked away.
D:Mr. Fowler?
A:Yeah? I said and me and Boys stood up.
D:Excuse me for the words I'm gonna say.. he said and looked down.
A:Is he okay?! I said with tears in my eyes.
D:I'm so sorry for your lost..
A:No! He didn't died! I said crying.
D:I'm sorry but some one shotted him with a gun in the heart. We tried our best but we coudn't help on him. The doctor said then walked away.
A:NO! I said then fell down to my knees and cried. Brook and Rye hugged me. Then we all went home.
*at home*
The police called me and they said our dad killed Peter then killed and his new girlfriend then he ran away and now they can't find him. I hate my dad so much!! WHY?! I yelled then got down to my knees. I stood up ran up to Peters room. I ran to his clothes and got one of his hoodies on, ran up to his bed and cried myself to sleep. I had a dream about when we were younger how did he protected me and cared about me. When we were on the playground or in the icecream shop. I loved him so much he was the best brother ever....
