Baby Boy || taekook

crying

hi sorry for having to write this but I needed to let something go, I was supposed to get of out with friends today but my mother didn't let me go, she called me dumb and stupid I don't know if I should believe her. I've always been called dumb and stupid and recently my mother has been saying it a lot she was also talking about bts and stuff. Bts saves my life seriously like I was going to kill my self before I saw bts and they made me want to stay alive and she was saying these things about me that made me want to die like I already know that I'm a disappointment to her and I'm a burden and I think I'm a burden to my friends too and I just want for so I could make their lives easier so they don't have to deal with me and my problems like would they be happy if I do would their lives be so much better