THANK GOD! Part 13

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I woke up breathing heavy. I looked all around..I was in my room?! Was this a dream? I looked down and nothing was broken no blood nothing. I'm still confused so I lightly yelled to my mother.

"Mom!" I shouted. My voice cracked because I was a little teary eyed from that dream.

I heard my mom run up the stairs I'm sure it was difficult since she had heels.

"What?! Why are you crying?"

I let a tear slip and replied to her

"I had a terrible dream but it felt so real!"

She sat down on the bed and hugged me.

"Oh, honey you said it yourself it was just a dream."

I let a few more tears slip..than I stopped crying.

"Sweetheart, just get ready for school, I'll make you some breakfast. How about some waffles and a side bowl of fruit?" My mum said

"Yeah , sure."

She smiled at me and started walking out of my room.

"Hey mom?"

She turned around and looked at me.

"Thanks." She smiled to me and walked out.

I was soo exaughsted. My eyes could hardly open fully.

I got up. My body felt sore from that dream. I'm not sure but it's affecting me so much more than it should. I mean it was just a dream.

I have no idea why I feel like such shit. Am I sure it was the dream or.?? Well at least it was just a dream right? THANK GOD.

I walked to my closet and opened the doors.

I blinked a lot so maybe my eyes would open more. No. They didn't. What's going on?

I decided to take a semi-cold shower. That would wake me up forsure.

I grabbed a black bra and a see threw blue crop top. I wore some denim shorts and went to the bathroom.

I looked at my self in the mirror. Shit. I looked so bad. I had bags under my eyes my hair was messy and I couldn't even move that much.

I undressed and entered the shower. I turned it to warm and than I slowly put it to cold. I shampooed my hair and washed my body.

I stepped out and wrapped a towel around me and look in the mirror again. I looked better.

"Sweetie your breakfast is ready." Ugh! I rushed to the bathroom and grabbed my clothes.

I put on my shirt and shorts and I looked in the mirror.

I looked decent.

I went to my Mirror and brushed out my hair. I decided to wear some make-up not much. Just some simple eyeliner and mascara maybe some blush. That's all just for today.

I was sort of shaky while putting on my eyeliner. I decided not to put it on my water line. What if I poked my eye? Ugh! That dream screwed me up soo much. The mascara wasn't as bad. Just simply applied some blush and walked out of my room.

"Alyssa hurry up! You're waffles are getting cold."

"Mom I'm right here." I said walking down the stairs."

"Now you are since I called you."

I rolled my eyes in a playful way and say down to eat.

"Mom can you give me the syrup?"

My mom nodded her head and passed me the syrup.

I finished all my food and washed my plate.

I grabbed my book-bag and left my house.

"Alyssa!!!" I heard my mom scream

I turned and ran back into the house.

"What?" I asked worried

"Where are you going? Your audition is today. You don't have school.." I was confused..

That dream really messed me up. In many ways.

"What? I'm missing school just for a dance audition?" When I said that I surprised myself I did everything possible that Involved dancing..

"Sweetie what going on with you? Today is Saturday and you love dancing. You would miss anything for dancing..!" My mother told me and with every word her tone spoke louder..

"I --I'm sorry mom just slept wrong I guess." I said closing the door and going back to the kitchen.

"Honey I NEED to know what going on with you.. Like right now. What's happened while we were gone? What's wrong. Talk to me!" My mom said with her eyebrows furrowed.

"What's it to you? Now you care? After you've been gone half my life. Now you care? What if nothing's wrong?!1" I said in a high tone. I was shocked at my choice of words and tone. I've never spoken to ANYONE in that way.

My mom looked upset and her eyes became glossy. She slowly took a few steps back and put the spoon she was holding down harshly. She turned from me and went into another room slowly disappearing from my eyes in seconds.

I'm just standing there in silence and at the verge of tears.

I take small breathes than decide to go to my room. I sit on my bed once over entered my room and think about what I've done to my mother. How could I say that to her? We have this beautiful house and all this money.. And I'm being ungrateful? Ugh.

I hate my self.

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I'm so sorry for the late update I've been busy. I'll try to update soon. Love u guys bye

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