my angel wings drooped as i watch him lay in his bed . his eyes had deep redness around them and tears streamed down his face .
his shaky breaths broke my heart . it killed me to see him like this . a slight knock came from the door and deep voice , similar to ethan , spoke " hey e , can i come in ?"
ethan didn't respond . he can't do this , i won't let him . i got up from the side of ethan's bed and opened the door .
grayson walked in , placing himself in the spot i was previously " im so sorry ." ethan begins to sob burying his face in his white pillow . his muffled voice cracked through the thick pillow " i miss her , so much ." before i know it , im crying too . i fell to the floor , the pain in my heart , spreading through the rest of my cold body . i never imagined a point in my life without ethan .
seven years , a whole seven years . until the accident .
graysons eyes brim with water , watching his brother in such deep pain .
i miss his smile .
it was so beautiful , it immediately lit up every room , but ever since my passing . i haven't seen it , not once .
ethan whispers " grayson , please leave ."
grayson nods sadly , slowly walking out , shutting the door behind him . ethan sits up on his bed and speaks quietly "hey kylie ."i place myself next to him , laying my head gently onto his broad shoulder .
he takes a deep breath "i had a dream about you last night ." he sniffles , wiping his nose in the process .
he continues " it was that day i met you , do you remember that ?"
i reply back , my heart hammering against my chest " of course ." his head jolts up , a small smile forming on his face .
he whispers to himself " your here ." he takes another shaky breath " you looked so beautiful ."
march 7 , 2012
a date i will never forget , in life or death .
we were so young , but what we had was special . unbreakable , even .
my soft light brown hair blew in the wind as i rested on the warm beach sand . the colorful sunset just ahead of me , lighting up the area . i admire the beautiful colors , taking in a deep breath of the crispy salt water .
the sunset was are special thing , we would walk up to that lonely beach and watch it together . everyday .
until she got sick , and now i sit alone .
but i still come here , everyday . it's the only thing i had left of her . she always used to tell me " my sweet daughter , don't forgot . no matter what happens , i love you ."
i hold her words so close to my heart now that i will never hear them again . a voice speaks up , snatching me from my thoughts " hey , are you alright ?"
i turn around to face a boy around my age with deep brown hair and hazel eyes . his sets himself criss cross next to me as his kind eyes scan my face .
his soft voice speaks again , bringing me back from the warm memory " come back , i need you ."
i wish i could baby .
