cafune

loving

"my parents are asleep."

                 "mine are too."

you came over

     and we went

          to the church

              and laughed,

           and kissed.

        then a realised -

     man, i think

   i love you.

           we went back

               to my house under

                   suspision of being

                                 w a t c h e d .

        we sat in my moms

     backseat, and

  listened to your

       favorite song.

i still remember everything you said that day.

"please don't ever hurt yourself again. you mean to much to me. when you hurt i hurt."

"im going to stop. for you. i love you."

"you are my angel. but you can't go to heaven just yet. i need you here to stay with me."

"im not going anywhere."

"jade, will you please be mine?"

"yes."

i dont feel like i'm yours anymore, and that hurts so bad.