I hate me. I've always hated myself but when did it become so intense? When my teeth went yellow? When my hair got curlier? When my voice turned manlier? When hives kept appearing all over my body? Those are my physical characteristics but...
But whenever I look at the mirror, I see not only an ugly girl but also a girl that's full of self-hatered, insecurities, doubts and dark thoughts. A girl whose personality is so unacceptable that even she herself can't love.
Why am I so ugly inside out? I want to change but I can't. I want to change but I don't.
Happy new year!
