Desire

H.E.R

"Aubrey and Audrey it's time to get up I mean it don't make me come in there!" I screamed to the top of my lungs." We're getting up dang mama", Aubrey responded with a little attitude in her voice. I thought to myself "yeap they gone take me to the fucking edge like always", Morning after morning its the same routine for us . Truly im getting to old and tired but I still got a 5 year contract with the girls I love them unconditionally but goddamn I need a break.

I mean with trying to get the girls to wake up for about 30 mins then I hear them arguing or complaining while I'm preparing them breakfast then off to school they go.The worst part about this is no, im not a single parent their dad in the bedroom snoring his head off every single morning.My life basically described the meaning of boring until i met "her" she was beautiful full set of lips,long black curly hair, small waist with just the right amount of butt to fit her, and her smile I couldn't even have the right words to describe it even if a dictionary was to be infront of my face.

When my office hired her my eyes been roaming her way since, I never in my life felt something for a female let alone looked in another species way in the full 20 years of my marriage yet at 40 she had me questioning my sexuality . Something about her personality scattered through my brain like a record stuck on replay. On top of that my husband hasn't touch me in over 2 years he barely even kisses me anymore so I'll find myself in desperate need of attention them text message "I'll be working late tonight, love you", Always struck a nerve because im not blind nor am I stupid I already knew it had to be some type of foul play going on I mean who even says "love you", it has no real meaning to it and I've really became depressed because of things like this. I can tell my husband might love me but he definitely not in love with me. But Anika was a different breed when she sees me she just smiles and says hello or try to just come up with anything to talk to me about and I'm feeling it she always catches me staring at her beautiful face and she just blushes. I can see she's digging me but I know she knows I have a husband and teens it can get very complicated very fast that's why she doesn't try to come on to me but heaven knows I want her to.

I've been up all night just thinking "Anika, Anika, Anika just get out my head for a second ". Im wondering if i might be going through the mid-life crisis right now because this female I have for her isn't even right, the same gender? Yea that couldn't be right. When I was a itty bitty girl I was taught Adam & Eve not Eve & Eve, yeap i declared it im going through menopause because this right here is beyond me, "I'M MARRIED" was screaming in the back of my head.

The next morning my day started on the bright side of things because I no longer had to feel depress I was crushing and the smile I had on my face couldnt nothing take it away as the girls were getting ready and my husband was snoring I was cooking breakfast day dreaming about her. 10 mins later all I hear is Audrey screaming ," Mom what are you doing?" While faning a towel over the smoke alarm. "Oh my gosh sorry baby I'm not in my right mind this morning". "Obviously", responded Aubrey. "Everything's fine just crack open the back door Aubrey since you have so much attitude little girl". She rolls her eyes but went and opened the door and that still didnt have me in one of them zones where I wasn't I still had a smile on my face like I just didn't burn breakfast and didn't get a attitude given to me. How can I 40 year old have a crush? Lol yeah I definitely sound like one of my girls right now talking about a crush.

After I got the girls to school I headed my way to work I think I was doing a 80 in a 60 to get there I really don't recall but i got there faster than usual. I believe I marked my words when i said nothing couldn't ruin my day today because for some odd reason Anika had a issue with me soon as she seen me she rolled her eyes and turnt right back around I was confused what did i do to her but have a huge girl fantasy about her. All day I've been trying to talk to her and she's been giving me that eye like I bet not even test her today, so when it was time to go I got her number from my supervisor I made a lame excuse just to get it.

I got my children from school then proceeded home. Soon as I get in the door I went to the bathroom and took out Anika number. I was debating if i wanted to shoot her a text message or call her. Fuck it imma call her *phone rings* and she picks up. "Hey Anika this Kara, I was calling to check on you and make sure your okay", "Oh hey Kara I'm fine it's really sweet of you to ask but I am curious how you got my number?" "I got it from Jim I told him that you were going to help me set up my home computer. I really didn't have know what to say I just had to check on you." "Well I'm not going to lie today been kind of shitty and I didn't feel like talking to anyone. And even if I wanted to I don't have someone to talk to about personal things I don't really have any friends", she said with a little disappointment in her voice. I quickly replied," You can talk to me any time you want I don't mind my husband working a little late tonight I was gone pop a bottle of wine open and listen to my old school jams your more than welcome to come." "Sounds great text me your address than I'll be right on my way." "Okay see you soon." I quickly sent her the address and she was here within 30 mins.

I poured her a glass of wine and we were talking for hours the songs that were playing definitely wasn't being heared all I heared was her voice and I wanted to continue to hear it so I listened to every detail she gave about this man she's seeing and how she want them to be together but its so many complications in his life with a wife that he's getting a divorce with and he has 2 kids and his job is not where he wants to be at all and so on and so on. By 1 am I think the whole bottle was gone and we was still up I wasnt tired and she wasn't either so we started talking about our child hood and the games we use to play back in the day. She suggested to play truth or dare and I'm like no way we too grown for games like that lets just get the cards or dominos and play that. But she was precised she wanted to play to I gave in here we are at 1:30 am all alone in the living room while the kids were sleep bout to play truth or dare this wine must gotten to us. So she begans, " Truth or dare?" I thought for a few seconds and was like let me be on the safe side, " Truth", "Okay is it true that your relationship with your husband is good?" Damn okay that was out of no where it got deep too fast for me. I replied," See yeah I think we had too many drinks." "No we haven't had enough." Anika said, "Just play its a game and you have to be 100% truthful." "Okay well I wouldn't say we at our happiest moments right now but we've been together since high school and married for 20 years now we'll get to that spot again where it's nothing but love. Now its my turn truth or dare?" "Mmmmmhm dare," "Okay well i dare you to kiss me," she didn't hesitate either she went straight for it and man this kiss was not no little peck she went full blown and my pussy went full blown too I started getting wetter than the pacific ocean her lips man they were so soft when she stopped I was kind of upset like keep going please dont stop but then she proceeds with her turn. "Truth or dare", It was a no brainer this time "Dare", "I dare you to show me to your bedroom." I got up and grabbed her hands and directed her right to it.

Soon as we entered the room she throws me against the wall and she kisses the left side of my neck so smoothly and grabs my right cheeck so mother fucking softly I could've sworn my pussy roared she was making it hard for me to stand so I fell back onto the bed and she follows me creeping between my legs looking me in my eyes just to kiss my thighs. The tease she was giving me increased every sensation that pulled me her way. Man I was thinking the whole time ," Why do things that I know is wrong feels so right." My panties began to come off, at that point my body was screaming and I could know longer contain that composure of faithfulness I held to my husband. I wanted her yeah but my body fuck my body it needed her. One lick then another lick then another next thing I know her tongue started rolling like the fucking wheels on the bus that kept going round and round and my legs was in the air shaking like a fucking earthquake. I couldn't stop moaning every lick the louder the moan all my surroundings no longer mattered. She was going about 30 mins and I busted three times and she was loving it ,the look I gave her was letting her know that she just rocked my world. We got up and she got her things and soon as she was going towards the door my husband opened it and his eyes bugged so wide open I didn't know if he knew Anika or just surprised I had a friend over this late on a school night but he was shocked and I was shooked especially after what just happened I immediately introduce the two and let him know she was leaving like right now and we said our goodbyes then she was gone.