Desire

Devon

Shit bout' to get real wait what the fuck my whole head fucked up right now why the fuck is Anika here? This bitch didn't, she not that crazy is she? Man this my fault for sticking my dick in something I knew I shouldn't have. Before I snitch on my damn self let me see what's going on because Kara don't look like, "And here go this dog ass nigga coming thru the door don't even know whats bout to go down" so I think I'm good. "Baby this surprising to me why you up this late and you had a friend over?" "She's a coworker and she needed to talk so I invited her over is that a problem? I mean this my house too right?" She said with a slight attitude. "Hold on baby I didn't mean to start nothing im just surprised that's all." If shit hit the fan I don't know how I'm going to explain this one? I don't have a clue but I do know Anika got some explain to do her damn self if Kara doesn't know.

Me: Ayee Anika wtf you got going on here like wtf is your end game?

Her: Wtf I'm just talking to a friend about my love life

Me: Your love life? Bitch stop playing with me I never said I loved you. I like you yes but love come on Anika. I told you what you was getting into and you got into it with no hesitation so why try to jeopardize it now

Her: I'm not jeopardize anything last i check you was trying to cut this a little short so wym? And yes my love life Devon we've been seeing each other behind your wife back for about a 1 and a half. I love you and you told me you were leaving her anyways. Yet she think it can be fixed so what your not telling me? Is the real question!

Her: Yea you trash Devon I can't believe I fell for you

Her: In the beginning you just was talking and I was listening like a dummy

Her: You can't even say anything can you?

Anyways I ended up having to put her messages on silent because she sent 10 more messages after that calling me all kind of ain't shit ass niggas but still wants me to meet up with her tomorrow she lost her rabbit ass mind if she thinks im bout to keep messing with her after this I can't believe she knows my wife, since when is all im thinking.

I'm actually still in denial that I even cheated on my wife what was I thinking, man I ain't even gone lie I wasn't thinking my dick saw a attractive young lady and got too excited. Anika smiled at me once while I was getting coffee one morning and her smile must've sparked some kind of lighter in my eye I just knew aftrr that I had to have her and once I got her I decided to keep her but now im getting too old and my wife getting suspicious so yeah I tried to call it quits earlier but I never expected her to do some shit like this. Man I'm still trying to see what could be the end for this cause I see a million different ways for this shit to go out sad like bad sad if you get what I'm saying. This nightmare has to end tomorrow I guess I'll meet up with her and see how this can fade peacefully.

Next Morning I called her and told her that I'll be meeting at her house and she quickly agreed to make that happen. So im up early doing what Kara would usually do wake the girls up and cook breakfast. I know for a fact Kara knows I'm up to something I think this the first day in 2 years that I've actually did things like this I've been slacking I know but imma make things right TODAY I was dedicated to doing so. As Kara took the girls to school i was getting dress to go about my day and go to Anika house to make sure she don't come crumbling down my semi-happy home.

When I pulled into the drive way I don't know why I got the strangest feeling to turn back around but I didn't cause this my fuck up and the only way to get out of it is to hang this shit on a rack and leave it there. When I go to knock on the door Anika opens the door and immediately kiss me and I pushes her away and see Kara sitting on the couch looking like wait what the fuck going on and that look was the look on my face to I can see the tears building up in her eyes and that right there was a whole different type of hurt I felt in my heart. "Kara I can explain, baby I love you and I fucked up I know but I came to fix it for us our family baby please don't cry and try to understand." I pleaded with a little sorrow in my voice. " Understand? That's what the fuck you want is me understand? Like I can't wrap my head around this at fucking all she just kisses you in front of me like I'm not shit. Anika is this some sick ass game you playing cause the shit not funny what is going on here." "Bitch boowhoo now you feel how I feel all them times I just wanted to be me and him amd yo name always popped up or you was always the reasons we couldn't go out in PUBLIC bitch you the reason," she continued, "You think I give a fuck about your feelings hell nahh this wasn't the actual part of my plan but most of time plans are like a dream just there to have something to have hope in but reality settle in and it doesn't happen the way your dream happen bitch this life right here your husband is a lair and a cheater but I love him and want to be with him and nobody can stop this." She then pull a gun out her purse amd point it Kara way ." Hold on wait a minute Anika I did this to ypu I'm sorry Kara has nothing to do with this I'm the one hurt you don't do this please I'm begging you." Tears started rolling down my face what did I do? Why couldn't this just end right now she's trying to kill my wife ohhh lord I need you right now. "Nigga stop begging and crying." She says with a laugh," Ain't nobody going to hurt your wife just yet she needs to know how this all went down how we all got to this point and maybe you need to know a few activities we engaged in too." "Bitch what is wrong with you?" Kara says with tears still rolling down her face. "The only thing WRONG with me is falling in love they say money is the root of all evil but people need to open their eyes because love is the seed of all evil when you fall for someone you'll do anything to keep or be with that person which leads up to why I'm here standing here with a gun aiming at YOUR FUCKING HEAD because I fell in love with Devon and want everything you have." "You can have Devon fuck him just let me go right now I'll go file for divorce immediately I wants no points in this fucked up love triangle." I must've turnt so fucking face to look this bitch in her eyes and this bitch was serious so I'm trying to be a honorable ass man today for her ass and she tries to hand me to this crazy bitch on a silver platter I think the fuck not! "Kara chill the fuck out I came here for us and you basically giving her permission to do what ever she wants with me. "Nope fuck you nigga you came here for you, you came here cause you found out we knew each other and you wanted her to not snitch on your dog ass, see I knew you had something going on I just didn't know with who and Anika so you make me feel that way about you then you eat my coochie like that last night for what to get back at this nigga?" "Wait what she did what okay bitch you not innocent either and you want to make me feel like im ghe bad guy? You let this bitch eat your pussy oh hell nahh I gotta get the fuck out of here." Me and kara went back and forward for a good 2 minutes until Anika shot the gun to the ceiling. "Shut the fuck up this not about y'all this about and frankly I'm tired of hearing your wifey voice. So fuck this and fuck that." She cocks the gun and aim it right back at Kara with her finger on the trigger then a few secomds past and a loud ass "boom".