Ethan's POV
The whole time driving back I couldn't but feel bad about how I told her and thinking of what is said to her was true because I loved her so much but then Emma came into the group I was broken from Kendall not being there with me I guess I just went to Emma cause she could show me love when I needed it unlike Kendall.
When I got home I just went into my room not wanting to really talk to anyone right now, so I went on Instagram and went on Kendall's profile and I see that she posted a photo of her in the ocean with the caption of 'at my happy place but I'm not happy' now I know where she went and then I refreshed the page and saw that she posted a video so I clicked on it and it said she posted a life update on YouTube so I went to YouTube and watched it.
What Kendall said in the video
So the last time I did a life update I told you guys I had a boyfriend well that changed real quick and I also told you guys about how modeling is going and my family so that's what we probably are gonna talk about today. Ok so let me start off with boys and please don't go commenting things on either of their pages it was his decision and as much as it hurt me I respect that, so we started dating at the end on 2017 and he ended it today so that's a long time we been together and at the beginning of the relationship I was so happy more than he knows hell more than I know and it was like that for about 10 months and once I got the modeling tour job we both weren't really ready for long distance but we made it work for part of it, recently he had stopped texting me and basically ignoring me along with his brother so I went over to his house to surprise him and his friends were there so I went to his room to find him but I walked into something I didn't really want to but I did and he was beyond annoyed with me being there and he admitted to being in l- love with someone else, (she started to cry) sorry I just didn't know that my happiness could go away within seconds and I tried so hard to make it work I put everything I could into that relationship but that was what I got in return and I hope that they are happy and I want him to know that I still do love him with all my heart but I need that to go away so I can be happy like them but I don't know we're gonna see. ( she talked about her family and stuff)
After that video I was crying to I don't know why I just feel bad I don't want to talk to anyone right now at least for a while I can't wrap my head around what I'm feeling and what I should do.
That's when I needed Kendall I needed her I thought it was Emma but no it's Kendall it always will be, god she probably hates me but I need to talk to her and break things off with Emma
(He broke things off with Emma but are still friends now he's on his way to Kendall)
Once I arrived I called an Uber to her place, I paid the Uber and ran to her front door hearing her music blasting but I just knocked harshly waiting impatiently for her to answer. I hear he coming and she answered the door and I was faced with Kendall who had looked like she had been crying but it was an awkward silence till I spoke up.
"It's you Kendall I guess that when you were gone I didn't have the interaction of o female like that and just attached myself to Emma to feel the feelings you gave me which she never gave me but I thought she did I thought it was her but the moment you walked through my door I knew that it was you but I didn't want to believe it cause you left me and I was angry but I made a dumb mistake with going to Emma but it's you Kendall I love you so much, please forgive me" I said now crying
"I forgive you Ethan and I love you more" she said pulling me in to a hug which didn't last long before I backed out and kissed her passionately
I'm happy I got the girl I actually wanted and love
