Kendall's POV
I've spent 2 years with Ethan, we have been through thick and thin, he was my first, honestly my everything, freshman year is where we started catching feeling for each other but didn't start dating till the end of freshman summer and have been good ever since until 6 months ago Emma moved here and they began to be friends.
It's our 2 year anniversary today and who is he with instead of me, Emma. It hurts ya know him ignoring me for her him not loving me anymore while I sit here and wait for him cause that's my happiness and he knows it.
•he get to her house•
It's 5:30pm and I'm laying on my couch thinking and crying about Ethan when I hear a knock on my door so I get up and answer it to see Ethan with roses and chocolate.
"Hey baby" he said as I move out of the way so he can come in but I say nothing
"Look I'm sorry I was hanging with Emma and I lost track of time, happy 2 year anniversary" he said
"Yea that's what it always is right one day maybe just one day could you remember me,spend time with me your girlfriend and not your little friend Emma" I said angry
"I do spend time with you I just like hanging out with her you just wouldn't get it" he said getting loud with me
"You know what if you think giving me flowers and spending 5 minutes with me every 3 days is spending time with me your wrong I love you and you don't even love me anymore you love her cause I'm not good enough and your right I wouldn't get hanging out with an annoying little bitch" I yelled at him
"Don't call her that your just jealous" he yelled back making me flinch a little
"I'm not jealous I'm hurt I thought we still had love but while my love is all for you all your love is for her right" I said trying not to cry
"Listen I think we should break up cause your right I'm sorry" he said putting his head down and I started crying
"So your really doing this" I said as my voice cracked
"Yea I'm sorry I can't fake my feelings for you while you love me and I love her it's not right" he said
"Oh so you care now after 6 months of this happening now you decide to take my feelings into consideration" I yelled with tears streaming down my face he said nothing
"Fuck you and Emma I want you to know that you broke me I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate you I hate you I hate you i hate you Ethan Dolan" I said while hitting his chest and crying hysterically due to the heartbreak
"I know you do and I hate myself for making you feel this way I wish you nothing but the best" he said as he kisses my head and left
•2 years later•
Senior year was tough for me to see him and Emma together but as time went on I got better and mid summer I got a modeling job and my career took off from there I'm the highest paid model in the world and he,Grayson and Emma are famous so I'm kinda glad we broke up cause what if we didn't and i am not where I am today as I really think of it I was pulling out my phone and texting him before I even realized I was texting him I sent the text message
Kendall- I want to say thank you for breaking my heart cause if you didn't I probably wouldn't be where I am today so thank you
Ethan- I haven't heard from you in a while big time model and your welcome I'm glad I broke up with you cause it really just brought all the great potential you had in you out and got you where you are I told you I wished you nothing but the best so I'm happy for you ❤️
Kendall- Thank you I'm proud of you sorry to bother you I was just thinking about my blessings. Ps. I don't hate you I hope you know that❤️❤️
Ethan-I know you don't silly❤️✌️
AN:this sucks but it's something to post
